Saturday, July 14, 2012

这句话再一次的肯定了我的决定~

 孟子曰:「天將降大任於斯人也,必先苦其心志,勞其筋骨,餓其體膚,空乏其身,行拂亂其所為,所以動心忍性,增益其所不能。」

Friday, July 13, 2012

the reason


When I said I’m going to the University of Toronto to further my studies, many think that it’s ganna be an enjoyable experience~ it does sound fancy to get admitted into a top notch university~  many may think that my parents could  really afford the tuition fee and living expenses over there, and that I’m just going there to enjoy my studies~  well, that was what I thought at the beginning, but when I really counted, the total annual cost for me to be there is approximately rm200k ~ (vy much due to the currency rate)  in other words, my mum would have to spend rm 15k on me every month for 4 years! That’s insane~ when I saw that figure appearing on the calculator screen, only do I realise that I’m burning my mum’s money~ I wanted to reject the offer at that moment, but something kept me from doing so. A second voice is telling me to go ahead~ but I knew I couldn’t be so selfish~ so heartless, how’s my mum supposed to pay that large amount of money? ~ a thought flashed through my eyes…



It’s the only chance that can force me to unleash my fullest potential~ why? Because upon arrival, I’m all on my own~ mum gives me the minimum to survive~ and I’ll be force to take up a part time job to sustain my living fee~ other than that, I’ll also have to really work hard to expend my business with no excuses~ furthermore, I’ll have to study smart and hard to gain the scholarship offered by the university for the 2nd year. May not be able to come back to Malaysia even in cny or summer holiday because the flight from Canada to Malaysia is also vy costly(rm5k single journey)~ gotta work during the summer holiday to earn some bucks for my coming semester~ in most TV shows, most people work as waitress in their uni life~ that’s most probably where I’m ganna end up to be during the summer~  haha~ sounds dramatic? Well, I know it’s ganna be a tough experience~ in Malaysia, where money isn’t my concern, I’ve nvr wanna work in a restaurant (that’s like that last place I would wanna work at), there’s also no urge to force me into putting my real effort to expend my business, and also, I’ll nvr work really hard to get a scholarship (there isn’t any needs). I’m sure after reading through my careless and lazy behaviour, almost everyone would agree to send me to Toronto without hesitation~ haha~

 Knowing that this will put me in the roughest condition~ it might be really tough~ but deep in my heart, I know that when I walk through the storm, a rainbow will be there for me~ and I know, all my lovely mentors will always be at my side, supporting me mentally through the storm. In the business, most of my promises have yet to come true~ that’s why I know I’ve ought to be abit hush on myself, to train and sharpen my mind, and most importantly, to hold on to my words of going Diamond!  

Sunday, July 8, 2012

University of Toronto Offer of Admission‏

Dear Miss Thean
Congratulations!

We are delighted to inform you that you have been offered admission to the Science
(including Chemistry, Biochemistry, Environmental Science, program at the University
of Toronto Scarborough for the 2012 Fall academic year.An official letter, including
the terms and conditions of your offer, has been mailed to you. You may visit Join
U of T (http://join.utoronto.ca) at any time to view customized information about
this offer of admission.

Once again, congratulations and welcome! We hope you will join the University of
Toronto and we look forward to welcoming you in September!



time to move forward~ really happy to see them back together again~ fairy tale really do exist in this world ^^

unfold