The Time Machine

新大雄與鐵人兵團 - 我和你的歌

2011-12-11T12:54:00.000-08:00

アムとイムのうた(アムとイムの歌)

第一顆心/星, 是愛，你和我是一體
第二顆心/星, 是願，你是你、我是我
第三顆心/星, 是思索，你是什麼? 我又是什麼?

在電影的最後出現了這首歌的答案:
第三顆心/星是思索，你就是我、我就是你!

Happy 20th Birthday to Shirren~

2011-11-19T00:27:00.000-08:00

special edition (moral) subbed

2011-11-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

moral assignment video ( my first attempt on creating a short movie)

2011-11-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

It's a stormy night

2011-10-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

Heavy grey clouds filled the air as the rain pour into the busy streets that passes through a hectic city of shimmering lights and buildings. Thunder roars with a fearful lightning flash that could turn its target into a dark roasted meat. Children sing the same old nursery song, hoping for a rainbow to bring them out to play. It’s a stormy night and I’m here, typing restlessly in my tiny little bedroom. It’s a stormy night.

What is fire?

2011-10-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

Minute Physics: What is Dark Matter?

2011-10-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

Love story - Sabrina and Harvey

2011-09-26T13:22:00.000-07:00

2011

2011-08-26T11:35:00.000-07:00

今年是我二十年来发生最多事的一年。。。

首先是成绩不理想。注重成绩又爱面子的我承受了这个打击后几乎失去了生活方向！面对不了亲戚朋友！

接着就是情感上所留下的伤痕。几乎每一晚都默默的流泪。。。甚至使我不在相信任何人。。。害怕再次受到伤害。。。但也是好事，至少可以让我转注在生意上。

然后就是上大学的事了。马大是我唯一的选择。。。物理是我非读不可的。。。天文学家。。。是我十一岁时所立下的志愿。。。UPU要我去马六甲读电子学。。。但就算打死我都不会去的！要我去读我没兴趣的东西，我临可到社会去工作！。。。UTAR是我的后备。。。不是很想去那儿读。。。没好感！

刚接到爸爸的电话说爷爷已道了另一个维空间去了。。。对爷爷的印象不多。。。也不想回想了。。。好不容易才调好心情。。。终于明白为什么前两天突然不想和人说话。。。人真的有预知的能力吗？还是我在推卸责任？。。。忽然想起师父对我说过的一句话，“睿之，记注，当一个人的心跳停止了以后，他会到另一个维空间去。。。他还存在的，只不过我们看不到而已。” 当时觉得很奇怪，为什么师父会对我说这些。。。现在终于明白了。。。若没了师父的这一句话，我可能还在为一些微不足道的事感到伤心。。。谢谢师父！您提醒了我。。。没事的，爷爷他只不过是去了另一个世界而已。。。

接下来又会是什么呢？我以没感觉了。。。。。。不怕了！来吧！

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

2011-08-18T10:04:00.000-07:00

The Road Not Taken

2011-07-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

2011-07-24T01:44:00.001-07:00

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

2011-07-24T01:44:00.000-07:00

Jackie Evancho - When You Wish Upon A Star

2011-07-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

孫燕姿-害怕

2011-07-17T12:04:00.000-07:00

忘　我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長

想　我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強　堅強到不用學著不想　學著遺忘

＊還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
　還是害怕不經意的聽見你的消息
　然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
　當擁有已經是失去　就勇敢的放棄

　還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
　還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
　然而當愛最後的出口是分離
　我會這麼相信　走下去＊

Ruby Lin - Onion Soup (English Subbed)

2011-07-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

Beauty Scheme music video

2011-07-10T12:21:00.000-07:00

你愛我像誰

2011-07-01T10:42:00.000-07:00

这首歌令我想起了以前在还没改变的我！常常都会看连续剧来逃避现实。。。但现在的我好像已经不知道这么逃避了！

我什麼都沒有　只是有一點吵
如果你感到寂寞　我帶給你熱鬧
為你繞一繞　沒有什麼大不了　卻可以讓你微笑

其實我很煩惱　只是你看不到
如果我也不開心　怕(而)你轉身就逃
愛上一個人　一定要讓他相信　這世界多麼美好
對每個人　都說還好　我的心我的情你不需要明瞭
只要我對你好　這樣的溫柔你要不要

其實你愛我像誰　扮演什麼角色我都會
快不快樂我無所謂　為了你開心　我忘記了累不累
其實你愛我像誰　任何的表情我都能給
Woo 在你身上學會流眼淚

why!

2011-06-26T10:21:00.000-07:00

went back to the same place again, and once again, my eyes became watery! why! that's not how it's suppose to be!

楊培安~我相信

2011-06-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

想飞上天，和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分，I do believe

The Secret movie part 1

2011-06-24T10:00:00.000-07:00

We'll be one

2011-06-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

another self-made video

夢飛行鄭欣宜

2011-05-28T21:52:00.000-07:00

the time i enjoyed most--associate with people in my second family!

2011-05-28T11:31:00.001-07:00

the end!

2011-05-25T22:57:00.000-07:00

it's been awhile and i'm pretty sure that i've already escaped the torturing chamber! no more pain! no more feelings! and, of course, no more second time! i'll never trust anyone again!

我是真的醒了！

2011-05-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

几个星期前，我就像那痛苦的杨千嬅，每天对上帝说， “我不想再这样下去！你放过我！你杀了我吧！！！”

如今，我以彻底的放下了！愚蠢了几个月的我终于醒了！就如开场与结局的那一目，那愚蠢的睿之已经死了！我终于醒了！我是真的醒了！

recent update!

2011-05-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

Recently, i've been reading many people's blog! and realised they offen update their blogs! that's why i began to reupdate mine as well...... i thought i'd already recovered from sorethroat, but i was wrong!..............................

[HD] 让我爱你一小时MV-林峰 Raymond lam

2011-05-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

i'm tired!

2011-05-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

few weeks back, the pain was burning furiously in the chambers of my pumping heart! tears filled my eyes socket within seconds! and the only thing i realised in the next moment was my tear, dripping onto my already stretched hand that was controling the car steering! it was, no doubt one of the painfullest experience i'd had!

from then onwards, i deliberately told myself not to be emotional! i told myself to control my tears when it strikes again! i told myself to be strong! i told myself to stay away from it!

and for the past few days, i thought i've suceeded in transforming my warm blooded heart into a metal cold blood pumping mechine! i thought nothing could bring me down again! i thought it was over, and that i'm free! but little did i realised that it never left! it was just hidden at a dark corner where i couldn't find.

Once again, that pathatic feelings appear out of nowhere! although i've managed to cotrol my tears this time, but i've failed to prevent my throat from drying up quickly! i couldn't speak!

it just never stop hunting me! and unintendedly, i keep finding out new things that have nearly ripped my heart apart!
i'm tired of it already! i'm tired of being too snesitive! i'm tired for taking things too seriously! i'm tired of being nice to people who never care to do the same to me! i'm tired of waiting! i'm tired! really tired!

what do i really want in life?

2011-05-14T11:07:00.000-07:00

i haven't been writing for quite awhile. i didn't know how to put my feelings into words anymore as it's beyond discription!

i tend to ask myself, what do i really want in life? do i really enjoy studying? or do i want something more?

i used to dream everyday. happy ending was what i wanted most! i didn't want to grow up until i was forced to face the reality!

what do i really want? can i achieve it with my future profession?

-i want to become an astronomer! An astronomer who travels around the world. i wanna discover new things about the universe! i wanna learn more abt it! i want the extraterrestrial beings to visit planet earth and share with us their technology and knowledge about the universe we lived in.

-i want to be a violinist in an orchestra! i want to be a pianist! i want my fingers to dance on a glass made piano infront of thousand of audience!

-i want to buy shaggy a contrete dog house! i want to buy the best food on earth for her! i wanna have time to bring her out for a walk twice a day! i wanna bring her to the beach to gaze upon the twinkling night sky! i want her to be with me forever!

-i want to own my dream house where i could view the beautiful city lights that fascinate me! it doesn't has to be big, but it must be luxurious!

-i want to go around the world! visit the 7 wonders! The Great Pyramid of Giza! i wanna visit Japan and submerge myself into the warm spring! visit all the famous japanese restraunt there! have all the sushi i wish to consume!

-i want to learn Kendo! i wanna fight like a japanese warrior!

-i want to support my parents financially! i want to buy a farm land for them as my mum enjoys growing her own fruits and vegetables! they can adopt as many innorcent life as they wish!

心臓発作！

2011-04-25T08:59:00.001-07:00

と言われることができない秘密!

2011-04-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

昨年末から、私は彼と恋に落ちた。しかし、わからない。彼は私と一緒にチャットを始め、私は期待していなかった。彼は私に希望を与えた。しかし、私の心深く、私は知っている、彼は私の受け入れることができなかった。それにもかかわらず、過去数カ月間、私たちは、私はとても満足している、電話のメッセージを渡されます。しかし、私はこれは一時的な幸福されていることを知っている。ある日、私は代金を支払わなければならない！

この日は、最後に到着している
彼は深い傷を残した！これは非常に痛いです！は神が決める。彼は記事を見ることができれば、それを理解し、神は、私は彼を告白します！彼はこの記事を見つけていない場合は、私が非表示にするよ！
このように、私はそれを後悔しないように。

未来の僕には、

彼はこれを読み取ることができない場合、あなたは私を責めることはできない。ので、それは神の決定を受けている！

A scar that never fade

2011-04-22T19:47:00.000-07:00

it doesn't matter how deep is the wound, it will still heal. hope that the left over scar will always remind me not to repeat the history.

my dream house

2011-04-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

my roof top pool

my roof top mini bar

my bath room

my balcony

my living room

my kitchen

my bedroom

Life after stpm

2011-01-10T08:00:00.000-08:00

many things happened throughout the year, I think It would be better for me to write in details when the right mood comes.

As for now, allow me to fill this dusty old blog by gluing words into sentences! I was offered a job by my auntie. It's the easiest job ever. I'm supposed to deliver house cleaning maids to the customer's house. And it gave me plenty of free time while waiting for them to complete their tasks. This allows me to listen to lectures at youtube. Apart from that, I am told to eat whatever I want. I am served with plenty of mouth watering home cooked dishes every noon! Though there aren’t any desserts but junk foods, nicely cut fruits and drinks were served right in front of the computer desk! Countless circular disk are placed right beside the television screen, ready to be spin in the DVD player.

10s1a (MV)

2010-12-24T03:03:00.000-08:00

Gambateh

2010-08-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

Gambateh!

Srudy War I is arriving in less then a month!

A brief history of time

2010-07-25T00:50:00.001-07:00

“We go about our daily lives understanding almost nothing of the world. We give little thought to the machinery that generates the sunlight that makes life possible, to the gravity that glues us to an Earth that would otherwise send us spinning off into space, or to the atoms of which we are made and on whose stability we fundamentally depend. Except for children (who don’t know enough not to ask the important questions), few of us spend much time wondering why nature is the way it is; where the cosmos came from, or whether it was always here; if time will one day flow backward and effects precede causes; or whether there are ultimate limits to what humans can know.”

It's ganna be a terrible day!

2010-07-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow's going to be a terrible day! I'll be receiving atleast an exam paper filled with red crosses! Damn! I have no one to blame but myself! I was or perhaps am such a fool to underestimate the difficulty of mathematic 2's questions! Arrg! Of all days, why did it has to be tomorrow! Don't feel like attending school tomorrow!

4 months before the arrival of STPM!

2010-07-08T06:20:00.001-07:00

I’ve never score well in exams! Especially when it comes to stpm! Sometimes I wonder, why can’t I score? I came to realize that I failed to understand the questions! I don’t know what they want as an answer! or more precisely, what do they mean! (mostly in chemistry!) Failed to understand the question equals to fail to answer them! And failing to answer them equals to not being able to score well!

I don’t know! I really don’t know! It’s bothering me! Maybe I didn’t work hard enough! Maybe I’ve been taking things too easily! Maybe I have not done enough exercises! Or Maybe I just don’t have the brains! Could these be the answers to all my doubts?

Come to think of it, I’ve met people who could score well easily! These people could give an astonishing amount of output with just a little input! As for me, I required a tremendous amount of input for an extremely small amount of output! I act more like a step down transformer! Hate it! Hate it thought! This isn’t fair!

With all these thoughts swimming in my head, I started to worry. I fear that I’ll not do well in my degree! Honestly, the thing I fear the most (now) is that I failed to get a place in University Malaya! I fear that I’ll not get the course I desired the most, Physics! I can’t imagine what would it be like if I don’t get what I want!

I could see my childhood dreams fading away. My ambition vanished! Then, heavy grey clouds filled the empty path. And my future turns grey. Lightnings strike across the darken path. Thunder started to storm. Tiny droplets begin to fall. My life became meaningless. No dreams. No ambition. No direction.

As a result, I’ve ought to do well in stpm! If I’ve failed, I’m as good as dead! If I’ve succeeded, my dreams could be achieved.

Had fun at Pei ler's house

2010-06-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

The person who lies deep inside me!

2010-06-24T06:05:00.000-07:00

some times, there are feelings in me, which only certain people could understand...only those who know me well enough! only those whom i've shared my secret with! my inner thoughts has recently been updated!

My Dreams

2010-06-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

It’s been for a while since my brain worked unconsciously while I was asleep. Dreaming. It started to bother me again when I began to take my studies seriously, meaning work a little harder!

Dreaming is just like an atom where electrons orbit the protons that lie within the center core. Throughout my life, 98 percent of my dreams were made up of the electrons! In other words, nightmares!

Most of them were about me, struggling through different tasks to survive but ended up being “hurt” by all sorts of weapons! Mostly, knife! Well, I couldn’t really die in these dreams because by the time the knife touched my skin, my eyes opened out of fear! However, there were times when I felt the pain as the sharpen metal poked though my flesh, yet, it didn’t last for long. I’ll certainly jump out of bed when pain is detected! It’s a reflex, can’t help! And guess what, the culprit that cause the pain was actually the metal bars surrounding three sides of my bed! (One of my fingers was stuck between two narrowing bars!) Despite the pain, they aren’t the worse sorts of dreams I’d had!

The WORSE sort of dreams I’d had were about solving mathematic and physic questions, which I find them extremely annoying! It’s as if my brain didn’t want to give me a break after a whole day of studying! Er, perhaps, few hours… well, honestly,you don’t really think that I’ll sit in front of my desk and study for twelve long hours do you? I’ll go crazy! I can’t even sit still for two hours, unless I am forced to (not by myself of course!). Anyway, these are the REAL nightmarish dreams! (for me!) Because when I wake up few hours later, I’ll definitely be tired! It’s as thought I’d gone though a restless night, which I hadn’t! ( if i had... atleast i'd studied!)

mY DreAm HoMe

2010-06-16T23:26:00.000-07:00

My dream home

Simply wonderful

Ah... impressive!

Tokyo city

Life's like a candle

2010-06-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

This evening, I’ve experienced the most exciting ride in the LRT. The train with 4 coaches moved in full speed after departing from taman paramau’s platform… out of a sudden, it stopped, which had caused most of the passenger to fall forward.

Even the doors slide open due to the force of momentum…I was astonished! The doors are supposed to be lock!! the train kept moving and braking without warning until it reached kelana jaya’s platform! ( it did STOP at taman bahagia station but th doors remained shut!)

While I was in the train, there was a moment when something stupid flashed thruogh my mind. I thought the coaches were going to crash into something if it hadn’t open the doors at the last station and that I was going to die.

I felt both greatful and silly when the doors slide open. As I step onto the platform, I suddently thought of a poem which I’d learnt agers ago, a poem which was written centuries ago by the greatest poet, William Shakespeare.

The orangy red flame could be wipeout easily. Whenever the moving molecules in the air pass by the flaming candle, the fire vanishes, leaving behind nothing but white fumes.

Life's like a candle, it could end rapidly without warnings. Death's like the wind, it would just take you away, leaving you alive in other's memories.

why is it always like that!! i hate myself!!

2010-05-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

Enlargement

2010-05-23T09:15:00.001-07:00

Blog updated!

2010-05-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

my thoughts

2010-02-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

I’m supposed to be solving those sophisticated mathematic equation NOW…but ended up blogging! Haha! Since I’ve abandoned this blog for centuries, I thought it would be okay to spend some time here!

Today, I looked into the records of my past (mostly in high school) and realized how much I’ve changed! It reminds me of how lazy I used to be (perhaps I’m still a bit lazy now). How messy my room was! How playful I was! How childish I had been! Yet, I’m contented with what I’d scored in SPM. It wasn’t that bad after all!

Life isn’t simple! It’s complicated! Life isn’t fair! Despite all the effort, I get nothing but disappointment! In spite of all the work I’ve done, I’m still a loser! The As I used to own have vanished! And my confident is fading away! How pathetic! Feeling like going for a cliff diving! Diving into the vast blue ocean would be the best way to wash off the pain in me that is forming a hole in my heart. The hole grows even bigger when disappointment strikes and some times, it felt like an indescribable force was tiring it apart. I could image the wave storming against the wall of the cliff, producing white clouds that disappear few seconds later. If I were to cliff dive, the furious waves could be strong enough to put me into unconsciousness and be in peace without all the worries and stress.

But, I’m not prepared to face death yet. There’s still many mysterious things out there in the universe, patiently waiting to be explored… and I WILL NOT let them down!

AVATAR

2009-12-25T10:37:00.000-08:00

PANDORA

outing with high school friends to 1U ( to watch NEW MOON)

2009-11-30T02:26:00.001-08:00

One day trip to 1U with college friends on parent lecturer day

2009-11-30T02:11:00.000-08:00

Tarc 40th anniversary

2009-10-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

Awaking with my arms hugging onto my pillow, I opened my eyes. Then, my hands ware busy searching for my hand phone. A few seconds later, I grabed the icy cold object and looked into the bright screen in search of the time. It was 10am in the morning. Yawning with my eyes closed again, I placed my hand phone at the cover of my bed. I stretched my body to pull myself up. (Fast Forward)

At around half pass three, I was getting ready to pack and left at 4pm. I arrived at JJ’s condominium at 5pm. Then he handed me a grey and shiny dress for a change. (Fast Forward)

Heavy grey clouds covered the sky as we walked to Kok Loong’s car. He drove us to Lai’s home for final make up. I tied my hair at his house while JJ was ironing his cloth. We took some photos after we were done. Then, yumi arrived and she was shocked that I didn’t wear her pinkish dress… well~ long story! 5 of us got into kok loong’s car as it begin to drizzle. We picked Khee Yan up at the bus stop. (Fast Forward)

In the half filled hall, we headed to out seats. It wasn't as cold as we thought it would be! The performances were fantastic! We enjoyed it! However, we were starving, as they did not provide food! T-T! After the cake cutting ceremony, we went to a Chinese food store near Pei ler’s and Khee yan’s condominium for “Dinner”!

I've changed for the better!

2009-10-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

It’s undeniable that the people I’ve met in college have changed my life for the better! I was furious when I was told to take STPM for the sake of scholarship!! Well, I didn’t have a choice! I really need this scholarship to achieve my ambition! At the very beginning of this course, I’d been lonely. ! I didn’t want to travel so far to college everyday because I thought I would be suffering through out sptm… but then; they’ve made me realize that I’m not a lone! They’ve changed my thoughts! Because of their jokes that make me laugh more often, I don’t have to be depressing like how I used to be! Because of their willingness to teach, I’ve learned a lot! Because of them, I’m no longer who I used to be! Thank you!

college life!

2009-05-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

Many things had happen! I started schooling 3 weeks ago at TAR College! Never in the past have I expected this to happen! ---taking STPM in a college! Well, I do wonder why must I travel miles everyday for a course, which I can just pick up here in pj! Have I lost my mind or something? I wish the colleges in Malaysia offered Astronomy in diploma or as a foundation course! So I don’t have to waste my time on unnecessary courses! These thoughts kept flashing in my mind, turning my happiness into anger! For the 1st week of school, heavy grey clouds surrounded me! But it had been cleared since last Friday!

The school of pre-U offered a game called “ Human Monopoly” on the 22nd of may! Pei Ler who is our class rep (class representative) / widely known as class monitor, suggested that we all “ponteng” lectures to get involve in this game! And…most of us agreed! But many did not turn up on that particular day!

Rule of the game: form a group of nine and choose the name, which was written on a cloth pasted on the wooden floor in the sport complex!

YELLOW TURTLE … was selected amount 50 different names! The best thing was that all nine of us are classmates (class 10s1a), led by our class rep and also our group coordinator! At twenty pass ten, the game began! Following the clues given, we hurried to the 1st check point, which was somewhere near DK1,2,3 and 4! Then, we were asked to play a game with another group! They haven’t arrived yet and so we started the game without them! In total, we were required to play 8 games in 8 different stations! In each game, we have to compete with another group! Each group was given 10 tokens and those who have lost must give theirs to the winners! Thus, the group that has the most number of tokens is the champion!

We were SO lucky on that day! 70 tokens were collected through out the game! YES! We were the 2nd runner up amount 50 groups! Woo~Hooo~!!!! Oh~yeah! Well… of cause Presentssss!!!! Chocolatessssss! “koropok”! drinkssss! Cloud nine! And this….and that…! AND the best of the best part is that I get to make more friends …they are nice people! That was my happiest day ever!!!!

It's difficult to put my feelings in words! So, allow the pictures below to do the talking!
YELLOW TURTLE

Amazing Grace ( A Song of Fogiveness)

2009-04-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers,
toils and snaresI have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe
thus farand Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

"To Forgive But Not To Revenge."

This world will be peaceful.
For the sake of others and for the sake of yourself, learn to forgive.

風林火山 Fūrinkazan "Wind, Forest, Fire and Mountain",

2009-04-19T12:01:00.000-07:00

其疾如風 ( be as swift as the wind)

侵掠如火 (attack as fiercely as the fire)

其徐如林 ( be a quiet as the forest)

不動如山 ( be immovable like the mountain)

“故其疾如風，其徐如林“ Let your rapidity be that of the wind, your compactness that of the forest.

“侵掠如火，不動如山“ In raiding and plundering be like fire, be immovable like a mountain.

風林火山の陣旗の始祖は武田信玄ではない。実際は風林火山の旗印は信玄よりも200年早く、南北朝時代の若き公卿武将で鎮守府将軍であった北畠顕家が、京を制圧した足利尊氏を打倒するために陸奥多賀国府で兵を挙げた時から使用していた陣旗であった。

北畠顕家は平安時代後期から鎌倉時代後期まで活躍した村上源氏を始祖としており、学識も深く、孫子に深く傾倒していたと思われる。北畠顕家はこの風林火山の旗印を立てて奮戦し、一度は足利尊氏をあわや自害のところまで追い込んだのである。

北畠顕家は南北朝を経て戦国期には、「太平記」や「梅松論」、父の北畠親房が記した「神皇正統記」などの書物によって名将として親しまれ、したがって信玄も北畠顕家の風林火山の陣旗を参考に陣旗を作ったと考えられるのである。

また、信玄は信仰する諏訪明神の加護を信じてを本陣旗としている。

この話は武田信玄の逸話として有名なものであり、そのためか風林火山を題材とした作品や、名前を引用したものが多く存在する。

Flaming Volcano

2009-03-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

i felt like a Flaming Volcana, burnning furiously in the sea of Rum!

From Sherlock Holmes to Professor Moriarty

2009-03-01T04:02:00.000-08:00

"If I could be assured of your destruction, I would, in the interests of the public, cheerfully accept my death!"

名探偵コナン漆黒の追跡者

2009-02-26T23:00:00.000-08:00

関東圏内で起こった広域連続殺人事件。現場にはいずれもアルファベットが刻まれた麻雀牌が残されていた。
警視庁では一都五県の刑事達が合同捜査会議を開き、特別顧問として小五郎も招かれた。会議終了後、参加していた一人の刑事がジンと同じ車（ポルシェ356A）に乗り込むところをコナンが目撃。黒の組織を追うために危険を冒して単独捜査に挑む。
一方、容疑者の一人が米花町に現れるという情報が入り、現場に急行する刑事達、そこには組織のスナイパー、キャンティやコルンの姿もあった。その影で、帝丹高校と帝丹小学校より、新一とコナンの指紋のついた物が、組織の新メンバー、アイリッシュによって盗まれてしまう。
そして、新たに起こった第7の事件を元に連続殺人の謎を解き明かし、黒の組織と対峙するコナン。コナンの正体が黒の組織に…。命を狙われ、正体もバレかけている、そんなコナンの運命は?周りの知人たちの命はどうなってしまうのか?

09年4月公開予定の劇場版アニメ「名探偵コナン」のタイトルが、「漆黒の追跡者（チェイサー）」に決まったことが29日、分かった。コナンを毒薬で子供の姿に変えた宿命の敵「黒ずくめの男たち」との対決が描かえれる。

「名探偵コナン」は、天才高校生探偵の工藤新一が、毒薬を飲まされて小学生の体になってしまい、「江戸川コナン」と名乗り、探偵の毛利小五郎やその娘・蘭と事件を解決していくストーリーが描かれる。劇場版は97年から13作が公開され、累計観客動員数は2600万人を超えている。劇場版シリーズで黒ずくめの男たちが登場するのは、5作目の「天国へのカウントダウン」以来になるという。

.....COMING SOON!.....

days after SPM!

2009-02-26T04:55:00.000-08:00

Wow! It’s been agers since i last posted! I’d abandon this blog for more than 2 month! Well many things happened! I’ve been working in IKANO CENTER RC Planet! What’s RC Planet? It’s a shop that sells RC cars, RC helicopter, RC boats and all their spare parts! I do enjoy working here—the main reason is that I don’t have to stand for the whole day! I can even go online while working! The best part is that I always get to play with these RC products! I’d learnt how to fly a RC chopper and drive a RC car skillfully! On the other hand, I’d also learnt to repair RC cars and RC choppers! That’s how I found my interest in repairing this kind of stuff! And thus, planning to take mechanical engineering (degree) and aerospace engineering for master! But actually, I wanted to take astronomy! It’s just that the chances of getting a job are very very low! Haiz~ cannot pursuer my dreams!! T-T!

O~ I’d brought a Catadioptric telescope, which cost RM 2800!!! OMG!! 3 month salary + CNY am pao money “ BO LIAO!!” T-T!! However, I’m quite happy with the telescope! I’d been gazing at night and millions of stars appear on its lens! (Hardly to be seen with a naked eye!) And also, the moon.... i can even see ¼ of the moon clearly in one scope! Never the less, Venus... the 1st planet.... Seen with my own eyes! I can’t put my feelings in words but it’s just amazing!

There is also a sad story! My best friend, shaggy was poison by an unknown food last Friday! When i returned home that night (11pm) she was so weak that she could hardly stand! My heart was so pain! Seeing her laying down looking at me! I was so hurt! Indeed, furious for i cannot do anything to help her! ( the animal health centers were all closed!) Surprisingly, I was praying to god for his help! And now i do believe in the power of god! ( i thank him for helping her!) the next morning, i ran down straight to see her! Fortunately, she was able to walk but she’s still very weak! My mum gave her some “snake grass” to neutralize the poison in her! I thought it’s going to be okay and so, did not bring her to a Vet! (That was my BIGGEST mistake!!!!) I’d asked for a day off to take care of shaggy! In the afternoon, she began to eat but she was still very weak! In the evening, she vomited and diarrhea again!!! I was so scared! I told my dad to bring her to the vet immediately! But there were all closed! (Saturday!) i was so worried! And I have to go to work on the following day!!! So, I bagged my father to take her to the vet while I’m in work! The vet gave her some pills! On Monday, I began to realize that she cannot lift up her head while walking! Once again, we took her to the vet on Tuesday and they say that it was her nerve problem due to the poison! They suggested to give her drips and wanted her to stay for 2 days! I agreed! Yesterday, when I called the vet to ask abt her condition, she told me that she has some liver problem and also a serious lack of red blood cells and platelet! This condition is really no good! The vet gave her some medication and want us to continue it at home (took her back today)!

From the very inside of my heart, I pray for Shaggy to be alright!

On Wednesday, my mum and I when to SEGI college (Subang) to ask for the course I want ( not really sure) to study! They offer me a diploma in mechanical engineering! (I planed to take foundation in science/ A-Level first!) But somehow they persuaded us (especially my mum) to take diploma! And so, mum wants me to go for the March intake, which will start on March 23!

Doraemon final episode!

2008-11-23T02:08:00.000-08:00

A very short break!

2008-11-13T04:52:00.000-08:00

For the past few days, I'd been struggling for the first 4 papers! Well~ now... It’s break time!

After every single paper, I was bounded with different thoughts and feelings !

+11th nov was the first time in my life for not being able to finish bm karangan ] on time! in other words, I’d fail to complete the 2nd essay, which carries 100 marks! Leaving the hall with worries, fear and horror! i knew it was my fault for i did not manage my time well! however,
I’d put the blame on shirren who had advised me to start off with the 1st essay instate of karangan panjang before entering the hall!( i used to start with the karangan panjang!) i was furious!
But now, I have learned to let it go! To forget about it! And to focus on other subjects!(lost hope!)

+ I’d learned my lesson on the 1st day of exam and would not repeat the same mistake! English paper 1 was the 1st paper on the 2nd day! This time... I started off with “continues writing”! As usual, I choose to write a story!
Hesitated for a while when I saw the word “STAR” in the list of choice! I was not confident enough to write in out in an essay form for I have never done it before! And I don’t wanna take the risk for SPM! (maybe next time!)
Once and again, I'd spent too much time on story writing!( i bet my grandmother story will put the examiner into sleep!) 25 minutes left for “directed writing”! (lagi Lost hope!)

+i am grateful that i'd manage to answer sejarah's essay questions! (Had been studying all the sported topics only!) oh! I’d used up dozens of bullets for the objective questions!!

+Today! The evil patagents/ antigens have break through my body's 3rd line of defense system! Cough+ sore throat+ a little fever! But nvm! My royal army will soon, regain their energy to destroy all the bad guys!! wahahaha!

I shall end this post with a wish to all SPM candidates 2008…

all the best of luck!

well~ i find this lyric quite meanningful!

2008-10-30T03:13:00.001-07:00

We look to the past
as we head for the future
to reclaim the Digital World.

With faith in ourselves
and trust in each other
we live by the lessons we've learned.

As we work towards one solution
through a Spirit Evolution.

Ha-ya-moo-ah! Huh!
Ha-ya-moo-ah!

Digimon
Forever united as one
Digimon
Together the battles are won
Digimon
Through us let your spirit evolve.
If we're all for one world
there's a world for us all.

If we're all for one world
there's a world
for us all.

An inconvenient truth!

2008-10-17T22:51:00.000-07:00

Humans Betrayed their Home Planet !!
THE EARTH

The huge kingdom of ice at the North and South Pole will soon vanish!
Due to humans' daily activities, this gigantic ball of rock, covered with a thin layer of oceans and lands will soon turn into a lifeless planet of dust!
Humans call themselves an intelligent species! Honestly speaking, in my opinion, humans are the dumbest creature ever lived! (Including me!) They destroy their home! (Even the bees have the brains to keep their hives safe! )

However, there are those who were awaken by the global warnings (rapid melt of ice lands all over the world!) and tried very hard to prevent the idiots from destroying their homes! BUT! MOST of the human populations do not want to take any action to save the dieing planet!

Remember, the melting of the poles will cause disasters! It might not be visible now, at this moment, but sit still and wait with your arms cross and observe, within 20 years, thousands of life will be wipe away without warnings!

i have came across some people who totally ignore this issue! I was told to put down my worries as the disaster will only effects the next generation! well! look at us! we are turning into devils! we only care about ourselves! Selfishness! allowing the next generations to suffer from what we have done!

according to some researches, the north and south poles, which are the largest ice land on earth, will vanish in 50 years time! imagine what will happen to the sea level! imagine what will happen to the land!

these ice lands consist of fresh water that is very important to us! when they disappear into the ocean, the amount of drinkable water will also decrease!

within half a century, 40% of our population is going to face a very serious shortage of water!

the earth is a gift from god ! but we, humans, do not appreciate it! we betrayed it!
it is a disappointment to the lord who had design the system uniquely! think about it! even, i, as a free thinker is able relate this issue to god! what about those who are with their lord?

a huge peace of ice land disappeared within a century?
that's 100times the size of Malaysia!
Never in the past does this phenomena occur! But we have done it!

Look at What we have done!
we destroyed their homes! how are they going to survive?

an extremely huge piece of ice land had disappeared in 70 years time!

this is how rapidly the north pole is melting!

are you willing to spend 13 minutes on Al Gore's talk about "An inconvenient truth" (videos )?
the decision is in your hands!

Al Gore's An Inconvenient Truth (10 min)

An inconvenient truth!(trailer)

Broke my promise!

2008-10-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

My English is far worst than I'd thought! Perhaps I shouldn’t convince myself with others’ words from the beginning!

I was trapped in a well for 17years long! Day and night, rain and shine, were like a slide that changes accordingly! Looking up from a tiny room of rock, my eyes would only be able to capture a fixed circular opening of a cloudless blue sky, heavy grey clouds or the twinkling stars in the dark! All this while, I was spoon feed by the ones who brought me up to life! From the fusion of 2 gamete cells that divided itself into 2, 4,8…hundreds…thousands…millions…billions… and zillions of somatic cells! And here I am, sitting in front of a laptop, diving into “the sea of memory” on a moonless night as the cricking of insect filled the air!

Eight years after the new millennium,

The first month of the year,

I told myself to put in more effort for the coming examination, which will lead me to succeed in the crowd of intelligences! But I ended up dumping the precious time into the deep blue ocean!

JULY,

As the period fixed for the “big event” drew nearer, my heart was beating rapidly beneath the ribs! Anxiousness! Worries! These feelings were the fuel needed to motivate myself at studies! However, instantly after the midyear examination, the engine stopped!The fuel was no where to be found!

The 8^th month of the year,

I had lost my nerve, worrying non-important stuff! Putting myself into depression 3 months before the arrival of SPM!

The month full of papers,

Papers? What papers? Those are stapled papers with endless list of questions! SPM candidates in SMK TROPICANA were sitting for their trail examination and “JPS” or “gerak gempur” papers for a month!

A month away from SpM?

Yes! This is the month where I should concentrate at studies! Unfortunately, I have totally lost control of myself! It is as though my brain had been taken over by laziness!

first picture discription post!

2008-10-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

today is another day!
on the way home from addmath tuition, i had managed to snap some "valuable" picture of a colourful curved rainbow!

She was impressed by the beauty of nature!

i took her out for a walk! she was sniffing for some left over food!

O~ hello, turtles! wait a minute... they are land-turtles, widely known as tortoises! hahaha! we haven't meet each other for months! they must be starving! anyway, they are not mine! once upon a time(back to the 90ies) i had two tortoises, which ran away from home!

this little creature was abandoned by an irresponsible owner! i was kind enough to take care of it!

as for the 2nd tortoise, (as shown in the picture) it came to my house on a stormy day!( two years ago)

these two land-dwelling reptiles are given a home in a tiny wood-made pond!

while this is a home for my best friend, Shaggy!

well~ she might not be a sporting-breed dog like a German Shepherd or a golden retriever, but she's the best and fittest in my eyes! i do hope she'll be with me forever!

it's my mother's pet! she call it a cleaning machine, but i call it a sound polluter! it's true that it clear the house in the sense of "eating" all the dust and unwanted wastes, but it pollutes the house by producing irritating sound wave! hate it especially when I'm watching cartoons!( i only watch cartoon through the TV! normally watch drama series/Japanese animates using my laptop!)

oh~ this is my piano! it has been with me for 10 years! dad bought it since i attended piano lesson! but i quit! because i went for the lesson by force! i didn't want to learn piano at that time! however, as i grew up, i began to realize my interest in music! haiz~

an empty coin box! mum brought it at Hong Kong Disneyland last year! she was offered a trip to Hong Kong for achieving some sort of target set by her company! (well she's a insurance agent!) i want to go too!!!

look! those are my mum's! none of them belong to me! -_-! that's why she is chosen to a trip every year! not fair! i didn't get to go!

Oh! i have gone so far! hahaha! well, that's all! got to go for Bm tuition!

tagged again!

2008-10-12T01:25:00.000-07:00

October 8, 2008.

2008-10-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

I wasn’t planning to attend school today, but Kelly told me that the Ping Pong Club farewell party would be held at the last period of school! And so, I went!
After recess, our EST (English Science and Technology) teacher came in with our trial examination papers. I knew my marks, as I had gone to check it out on the last day before Raya holiday! It was/is 70%! However, today, when I was "keh po"ing(busy bodying) the marks written on Shirren’s paper and compared it with mine, i found out that...

Paper 1
Both of us got 23/30! “ ho~ shirren ah… tiru mine la!”(kd) HAHAHA!

Paper 2
Shirren got 36/50 while I got 42.5/50!

Total
Shirren >[ (23+36)/80]x 100% = 74%
Mine> [(23+42.5)/80] x100%=70%

then i started to wonder,

59/0.8= 74

65.5/0.8=70???

"what in the world?! 59/0.8= 74 but 65.5/0.8= 70?"
immediately, i went to the teacher and asked her to calculate the marks again!
i borrowed her my calculator, knew that she didn't have one with her! when the answer appeared on the screen of the calculator, my eyes widen and my jaw dropped!
i studded for a while... stared at the marks in great horror!
(i was in astonishment because I'm suppose to get 82%instate of 70%! and the worst thing was that i might not be able to correct my marks! ) OMG!
at that particular moment, my anger rose! but it had cooled down as the teacher apologized!

Yeah! i was absolutely right! It was too late for the correction! i was told that the marks were already keyed in to xxx(don't know where)!

Well~ I’d lost an A1 for nothing! What a waste! (kita haruslah berjimat cermat kerana harga minyak naik, harga barang turut naik! tetapi gaji tak naik! walau bagaimanapun janganlah sampai menggangu markah saya pula!! ) hahaha!

During the 2nd period last, our English teacher came in! As usual, she gave us work! It was last year’s trials' paper, prepared by HER! But unfortunately(for her), some of our classmates who were incharged of the pizza (for the ping pong club party) went down to take it from the “Pizzaman”! However, the left over ones (5 students only) were asked to finish the paper before school ends! The luck was with us; we told her that we are going for a club party at the last period! And so, we don’t have to do! Wahhahaha! When she was collecting the papers, her kept on mentioning that her paper is very difficult and had got a very high standard!

So perasan! haiz~
Hahaha!
(do hope that she didn’t have a blog or perhaps didn’t know the existence of “blogspot” would be better! ) hahaha!

HOME ALONE 3!

2008-10-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

HOME ALONE 3!
Since my family had left me alone at home for the 3rd time, it reminded me of this movie!
well~ this RAYA holiday, i don't get to BALIK KAMPUNG! it was my own decision to stay at home and "study" for the coming exam, SPM!!! although, i spend 2 hours studying a day(spend most of the time on the line and sleeping!) , but it's still better than nothing!
however, this is the time where i rule the house! hahahaha! setting my dog free! messing up every thing! wahahahah!!
but i do hope that i won't get in to trouble like what happened in the movie!!

Unbelievable!

2008-09-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

unbelievable! i passed my chemistry!! (actually haven't have the experience of failing the science subjects and math and history and addmath and english and moral and EST(English science and technology) and Chinese!) wahahahahaha!!!!!!
okay! i know it sounded very stupid! (I've got nothing to write!)
the fuel prize keep increasing, causing every things to increase! but... not my result! WAHAHAHAHA! HAHAHA!hahaha!haha!ha...ha....h...a....
additional mathematics drop from 80+ to 60+!
History drop from 83 to 76!
haiz!!! lost 2 A1!

TAG!

2008-09-27T22:35:00.000-07:00

RULE :Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!

1. I love my dog very much!

2. I can’t sleep without my “big bear bear” pillow!

3. I’ll kick and hit a door(mostly my room's) whenever I’m angry! That's why, it's cracking! wahahah!

4. I always fight with my younger brothers!

5. I love sushi! Ice-cream! Chocolates! Cheese cake! Cheese tart! FOOD!!!

6. I never touch a Barbie doll in my life! Instead, I deal with guns, remote control cars and sword! hahaha! actually i don't understand what's so fun playing with barbie doll?

7. I enjoy shopping FOR FOOD! FOOD!!! without food i can't do things properly!

8. I’m a free thinker! Believe in science! well~ i have my own reason to be a free thinker!

9. I didn’t receive any gift from Santa for quite a long time! T-T maybe it's because of globe warming! the north pole is melting! and Santa is busy refreezing it!

10. Finished spending my “am pao” money (RM 600) in a month! bought a remote control helicopter(spoiled), bicycle(stolen!)and some reference book (still available)! T-T…looking forward for the arrival of Chinese New Year 2009!

11. bought a remote control helicopter(RM200+) but my neighbors spoil it within a week!!!! Shouldn’t have borrowed them!!!

12. well~ all the others remote control car>>> I spoiled it myself! Because I just can't stand to not unscrew it n play with the electronic gadgets in it! But can’t fix it back at the end! Wahahaha!

13. I want to buy a telescope badly! But dad always says those (Toys R Us') are the fake ones!!

14. working hard to get as much As as possible for SPM! Because my grandparents will be giving me RM100 per A! and mum will bring me to Japan if I got 10As!

15. still don’t believe that my auntie( 25 years old only! Haha!) never score below 90 for her Addmath!!! well~ i'd never get above 90 for my addmath!!!!

wahahahha! i'm done! now, these are my victims!

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well, most of my friends are tagged! so...haiz!

The first interview in my life!

2008-09-20T05:40:00.000-07:00

This morning, when I woke up, I realized my throat was burning! Feeling vy weak, my eyes were also heating, skin was warmer than usual! It means… I was suffering from sore throat and fever!!!! Lucky me, isn’t it? Getting sick or perhaps ILL in the middle of the exam!!!

In the afternoon, things got worse! I went for an interview at HELP University College! Sapphira, Karina, Kai Ru and Mei Ling were there too! We were asked to register our self at the counter. I was again the LUCKIEST amount my friends as I was the 1st one to be interview!

There were 2 men in the lecture hall! (too nervous to catch their names) I greeted them! The interview started off with
Q-“ how do you know about this SASA scholarship?”
A- “well, my teacher told me about it! She asked me whether I’m interested or not! For of cause, I said yes! That’s why I’m here today!”
Q-“ what school are you from?”
A- “SMK TROPICANA”
Q-“how many of them from your school are here today?”
A- “ehm, 5 of them”
Q-“okay, do you know that beside SASA scholarship, we also offers another scholarship (can’t recall what’s the name of the scholarship) for those who are good at their academics? “A- “oh~ really?”

Q- “but you would have to be very good! So, please introduce yourself.”
A- “ I’m Thean Rui Zhi, currently a form 5 student of SMK TROPICANA. I am …….”

Q- “tell me about your family background.”
A-“ I have 2 younger siblings. The youngest one is in the hospital, and my parents are there with him!”
Q- “oh, what happened?”
A-“ well, he’s having a high fever!”
Q- “okay, why do you choose to take A-LEVEL from us?” A- “ I believe that the A-LEVEL program offered my HELP University College is one of the best amount this area!”
Q-“ tell me about your strength and weaknesses.”A- “I’m major ….Well, my weakness is that …..”
Q- “what important post are you currently holding in school?”
A- “ For example?’
Q-“like prefect, librarian..”
A- “ no.”
Q-“what rewards have you received?”
A- “ I was the 2nd runner up for running, 4x 800M. 3rd runner up for 4x100M and 800M”
Q-“ do you know that SASA only offers those who have strong leadership? Do you hold any post in curriculum activities?”
A-“ oh, well, I’m currently the president of Taekwondo Club, vice president of Photograph club.”
Q- “ does your member corporate well with you?”
A- ‘certainly! They are very corporative!”

Q- “ how are you going to promote this scholarship?”A- “ I’ll spread the news to my friends and relatives!”
Q- “So, how confident are you to score 10As in SPM?”
A- “ I’ll try my best!”
Q- “But I see you are not doing well for physics and chemistry!” A-“ I’ll work hard to improve!”
Q- “ what do you plan to do after A-LEVELs?”
A- “ Aviation!’
Q-“oh! Okay! ”With that, we ended our talk!

regret for not taking my studies seriously!

2008-09-15T03:33:00.001-07:00

WAHAHAHAHA! Wahahahaha! wahahahaha! wahaha! haha! ha! …..

I’m a loser! I’m not good at all 3 of my languages! 3 sciences!( biology, physics , chemistry), 2 mathematics!( math, addmath), history, moral and EST!! I’m good at NOTHING!!!!!
Today, sappy n I went to look for teacher to check out our marks for math and addmath! I was/am vy disappointed with my result! Vy vy disappointed! Well.. I know… I shouldn’t blame anyone but myself! I didn’t work hard enough! I didn’t take it seriously!

CHEMISTRY!!!!

2008-09-13T21:58:00.000-07:00

OMG! The probability of me… failing my chemistry is 90%!!!!! I did vy badly!! I can’t even do paper1 properly! N there is certainly no hope for me to gain marks from paper3 as I did the wrong experiment! So… paper 2 is my one n only hope to score!(10-20 marks only) haiz~

Just a short post

2008-09-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

Read the following equation in bahasa Malaysia!

X – Y = ?

Answer: Y jatuh! { X tolak Y, Y jatuh!} wahahahah!XD

SPM

2008-09-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

Mr Suban who’s my chemistry teacher said SPM stands for Sijil Permainan Malaysia or Sijil Paling Muda! Wahahaha! XD
However! I’m nearly(3/4) dead… because of trail!!! T-T!

lucky + unlucky = LUCKY + UNLUCKY! ( equation balanced!)

2008-09-06T04:18:00.000-07:00

LUCKY!
Wow!! I’ve passed the grading examination!! Now…I’m a red junior! And soon (mid DEC)… I would have to go through another one to upgrade myself into a red senior! Then… hehe… by March of 2009…hehehe… I’ll be taking my first done examination!! If I pass… then I’ll be qualified as a BLACK BELT taekwondo fighter!! Wahahahah!! Can’t wait to change my uniform!!

+

UNLUCKY!
Yesterday, I wanted to swim after addmath tuition(planed earlier!)! Most unfortunately, the weather stop me as it was raining! So, I went into the indoor badminton court and had a match with my friend! For of cause… I lost! (The friend of my attend a badminton training class every week!)

=
LUCKY!
Well~ today, the luck was with me! it was storming in the morning and early afternoon when I was at chemistry tuition! But it blew itself out when I woke up from an afternoon nap (3hour nap)! I launch myself up from my bad n headed to the bathroom for a change (swim suit!)! then, I walk to the pool! ( my bicycle was stolen AGAIN!!!! Stupid thief!!) slowly… emerging myself into the water n started swimming!

+
UNLUCKY!
That’s it for today… I’ve got to study…study…n. study as i will be sitting for biology n chemistry paper on Monday n Tuesday respectively!

~HaKuNa MaTaTa~

2008-08-25T08:24:00.000-07:00

Love this song... it's so meaningful!

Hakuna Matata!
What a wonderful phrase!
Hakuna Matata!
Ain't no passing craze!
It means no worries for the rest of your days!
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata! Hakuna Matata?
Yeah. It's our motto! What's a motto? Nothing.
What's a-motto with you?
Those two words will solve all your problems! That's right.
Take Pumbaa here! Why, when he was a young warthog...
When I was a young wart hog!
Very nice! Thanks!
He found his aroma lacked a certain appeal!
He could clear the savannah after every meal!
I'm a sensitive soul though! I seem thick-skinned!
And it hurt that my friends never stood downwind!
And oh, the shame! He was ashamed! Thought of changin' my name!
What's in a name? And I got downhearted! How did ya feel?
Everytime that I...Hey! Pumbaa! Not in front of the kids!Oh. Sorry!
(Repeats)

i was wrong....plz forgive me!

2008-08-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

I apologize for making up all these troubles! If it wasn’t me, all theses won’t be happening! I was too hard at it! I should really look at myself before commenting at my friends! Perhaps, I don’t deserve to be an A class student! Perhaps I should see things from different angle! I have learnt a memorable lesson! A lesson that will lead me to a better path!
It’s fair enough for the ppl I have offended to hate me, to be angry at me. I deserve it, for I have created so many troubles, for i have hurt their feelings!
But, honestly, I didn’t mean to hurt other’s feelings! N I was wrong to say that my friends are selfish! Now, I can clearly see my mistakes! Thanks for letting me know how you guys feel… I’ll try my best to change for the better! Hope you will forgive me…

it's all my fault!

2008-08-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

No one on earth or even in the universe is perfect! All these while, I have been wondering…why are my parents treating my brothers better? Why must ppl be selfish? Why this…why that… I am not contented with what I have! Families, friends and friends.
I’m too emotional! how can I succeed in the future if I couldn’t even control myself?
Maybe kinkit was right, I should learn my manners before commenting on others! Maybe I was wrong! Maybe it was my fault! Maybe I shouldn’t ask why! Maybe I should be contented!
Yeah! It’s my fault! I’m an annoying fly! I’m an Idiot in the corner! I was wrong!
I was wrong for creating a blog! I was wrong for expressing my feelings! I was wrong for nt putting enough effort! I was wrong for not caring for them! I was wrong for interfering the conversation between u n yr teacher! I was wrong for giving out lame statements! It’s my fault! It’s all my fault! HAPPY?

Beijing Olympic 2008

2008-08-17T09:25:00.000-07:00

Journey in Bermuda!

2008-08-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

last saturday, a carnival was held in SMK TROPICANA ... but It doesn’t seem like a school carnival to me! only school uniforms were allowed! and yet we have to be in school from 730am till 1230pm! (Swt! It’s more like a jail carnival isn’t it!!!!)
on that particular morning, students were busy setting up their stores ! If I’m not mistaken there were approximately 30++ of them!
welcome to hell, Lost in bermuda and the ghost house were the most attractive places of all!
I went for the mist / “lost in bermuda” which cost me RM3. Tickets were sold in pairs! My friend (shirren) and I were at the front queue! (because I’d promised karina to be their 1st 10 customer! Didn’t break my promise! Haha!)
At the “ghost counter”, there were 2 on duty ghosts... their make ups really freaked me out (Being sarcastic ) Hahaha!!!
Meiling was the “ghost” that brought us into the bermuda(physics lab) ! she gave us some instruction which in my opinion, it’s not vy useful.(it was too dark and we can hardly see! ) she gave a touch light to each group.( 3 group went in at the same time) then she left!
When the door was closed, horror struck! It was vy dark and creepy!( lucky their were 6 of us and we were quite corporative! If not… I might have broke into tears…. Although I knew all the “ghost” in there, as most of them were my classmates) in the dark, I moved my touch light around … observing… making sure that there wasn’t anything blocking our way! Then… our journey in bermuda BEGAN!!
At 1st… the atmosphere in it was creeping me out! slowly...i got used to it... All of us were tricked by the darkness! We were lost!(not smart enough to figure the way out!) I waved my touch light around to see where the “ghosts” were. (Incase they appear in front of us when we weren’t aware!) but they were nowhere to be seen!
Suddenly… a vy familiar sound drift by… “mummy… where are you… ” ( mandarin) I stunt for a moment… wondering ….and wondering…." Oh~ It’s kairu!haha! "
After a second/2… I saw the 1st ghost of all! Fhuuu~ finally!(as if nvr seen a ghost before!) She was hidding under a table! Unfortunately… we have to walk pass her … I knew it… I knew it in my mind that she was going to catch my feet! “ Don’t touch my leg ah!” that was what I said to cover my freakiness while… focusing the light on her! Out of no where… “HERK!!!!” immediately I look up straight to see what on earth was that! (hehe… the “herk!” wasn’t loud/ scary enough to freak me out! wahhahahahaha!) guess who was the ghost! It’s a she… with her hair covering her face! Focusing the light on her… ( I dah agak dah! It was karina! ) I did the same thing back to her… “HERK!!"(lame!)… then we continue our journey! on OUR WAY… we saw loads of weird stuff! ( a ghost that has a monkey look was sitting on the table(posting )… others, walking pass us(like no bodies' buiness)…. Oh~ there was one, that blocks our way! I felt like stepping on him! Wahahahah!(evil)
Finally, we got into the right path! At the front table, another ghost(long hair covering her face) was hiding under it!
It was weevien… (Forgot what she did to me ardy! Hehe…)
Right path leads to a right way out! When the door was found(IT WAS like A TREASURE IN BERMUDA)…we rushed towards it(can't wait to open the treasure!)... It was kinda… LOCKED?? Can’t open it! We were forcing our way out! I nearly kick the door… but didn’t manage to...because someone opened from the opposite side(if i did ...i'm sure the door will break into pieces! wahahahaha)Whoo~ fresh air, yellowish green plants, cloudy blue sky… I miss it a lot! “bye…bye… darkness! bye...bye... bermuda! bye...bye.. ghostsssssss... ”(don't miss me...because i won't miss u! wahahahah!)

i'm not naive, kind and blur enough!

2008-08-10T03:52:00.000-07:00

Haiz~ I’m quite unhappy and depressed since I knew the truth! I hope I’m naïve enough to think that the truth might not be the truth! I hope I’m kind enough to forget vy thing! I hope I’m blur enough to not know the truth! But I’m not! I’m not naïve enough! I’m not kind enough! And I’m also not blur enough!

TAEKWONDO!

2008-08-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

these are all the active members!

Our instructor wants us to design for our school’s taekwondo t-shirt.

These are my designs(it took me hours to complete!)

I want my DVD back!

2008-08-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

Taekwondo grading is just around the corner, which is on the 24th of august!
However, I haven’t really memorized my teageuk yet! (Die la, sure fail one!)
So… need my DVD back to refer a day/2 before the examination!
Fyi, the DVD contains all the teageuk. It’s a video taken by our X instructor/ our current instructor’s instructor to show us each and every move for all teageuks!
So~ su yeeeeee!!! I need it back for my references! You have borrowed it for months! I think it’s far more than enough for you to learn all the teageuk in it!
Plzzzzz~ return it to me!!! Bcause I don’t want to fail the examination! I’m aready bored with my blue belt! I want to replace it with a red!

today is another day...

2008-08-07T03:04:00.001-07:00

Today is another day….
Well~ nothing much happened today…
The only thing was that people around me were all busy preparing for the coming school carnival on this Saturday!
Oh~ today is also yeeshi’s 17th birthday. I placed a handmade birthday card under her desk this morning!
it's something like this>

Dear Yee Shi

HAPPY 17th
BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

from> kaito kito (crime no. 1412)

Silent to violent!

2008-08-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

“ Silent to violent! Silent to violent! Silent to violent! Silent to violent!”

Sounded like a vampire isn’t it!
Oops~ u can’t hear it~~too bad…. wahahahha!
Anyway, Natasha influenced me yesterday! (Haven’t eaten medicine!)
She started it during add math when we were in the lab.
It was a vy vy vy vy vy….. hot day~ n we were “ordered” to switch off the fans bcause of the experiment! Can u imagine how hot it was! I was sweating like a pig! (Hold on~ do pigs sweat? who cares…)
Anyway, after the experiment, both of us went around the class acting like a vampire n started mumbling “silent to violent…” okay~ I admit that we were a little bit childish~ but we couldn’t help it! The weather drove us up the wall! So~ don’t blame us.. blame the weather! `no~ wait a minute… the weather was hot because of global warming… n it’s caused by human’s daily activities… so~ blame you! (kd)
As usual, the class ignored us… so, we does it to Audrey!
When I turned around, I saw pn loi, our class teacher staring at us( she must be shocked! haha)
When the class ended, Audrzy n natzy n zizi(me)… went to the stuff room to “see” our EST teacher. ( the word “see” does fit into that sentence… because the teacher we were looking for wasn’t in the stuff room. So we ended up “seeing” other teachers)
On our way back to the classroom, natzy n I lost control again! “silent to violent… silent to violent…” I bet Audrey got fricked out!

i felt like an idiot today!

2008-08-05T04:54:00.000-07:00

Today~ 5th of august, it’s 2 of my friends’ birthday.
Half of the class + some English society members had a trip to the selangor culture cove!
We do have a lot of fun there..^0^
However, my happiness flues off when I noticed my classmates were celebrating one of the birthday girl’s birthday party without letting me know earlier!
I really felt like an idiot!
I went off for a walk while they were enjoying.
Now that I know… being in an A class is like being in a hell!
I would rather go back to 3C …. Where everyone in there was vy friendly n caring.
We celebrated every thing together… we work together… we play together…
We share info together… I enjoyed it!
Although it has been nearly 2 years with my new classmates… I’d made a lot of effort to make friends with them. However, there is still a vy big gap between us.
Lastly, I would like to apologies if I’ve offended u (the reader) in this blog!

The Time Machine

新大雄與鐵人兵團 - 我和你的歌

Happy 20th Birthday to Shirren~

special edition (moral) subbed

moral assignment video ( my first attempt on creating a short movie)

It's a stormy night

What is fire?

Minute Physics: What is Dark Matter?

Love story - Sabrina and Harvey

2011

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

The Road Not Taken

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

Jackie Evancho - When You Wish Upon A Star

孫燕姿-害怕

Ruby Lin - Onion Soup (English Subbed)

Beauty Scheme music video

你愛我像誰

why!

楊培安~我相信

The Secret movie part 1

We'll be one

夢飛行 鄭欣宜

the time i enjoyed most--associate with people in my second family!

the end!

我是真的醒了！

recent update!

[HD] 让我爱你一小时MV-林峰 Raymond lam

i'm tired!

what do i really want in life?

心臓発作！

と言われることができない秘密!

A scar that never fade

my dream house

Life after stpm

10s1a (MV)

Gambateh

A brief history of time

It's ganna be a terrible day!

4 months before the arrival of STPM!

Had fun at Pei ler's house

The person who lies deep inside me!

My Dreams

mY DreAm HoMe

Life's like a candle

why is it always like that!! i hate myself!!

Enlargement

Blog updated!

my thoughts

AVATAR

outing with high school friends to 1U ( to watch NEW MOON)

One day trip to 1U with college friends on parent lecturer day

Tarc 40th anniversary

I've changed for the better!

college life!

Amazing Grace ( A Song of Fogiveness)

風林火山 Fūrinkazan "Wind, Forest, Fire and Mountain",

Flaming Volcano

From Sherlock Holmes to Professor Moriarty

名探偵コナン 漆黒の追跡者

days after SPM!

Doraemon final episode!

A very short break!

well~ i find this lyric quite meanningful!

An inconvenient truth!

Broke my promise!

first picture discription post!

tagged again!

October 8, 2008.

HOME ALONE 3!

Unbelievable!

TAG!

The first interview in my life!

regret for not taking my studies seriously!

CHEMISTRY!!!!

Just a short post

SPM

lucky + unlucky = LUCKY + UNLUCKY! ( equation balanced!)

~HaKuNa MaTaTa~

夢飛行鄭欣宜

名探偵コナン漆黒の追跡者