today, it's been gloomy all day long~ until when there was one instant...i though there's a light of motivation that could atleast do less harm...but little do i expect a storm to come by....a storm comming from somone i nvr expected... i nvr felt this lonely before...but i have no one to blaim but myself.... and i have to be strong enough to take it....for i will succeed...nthg can ever stop me...nthg