Saturday, June 26, 2010

Thursday, June 24, 2010

The person who lies deep inside me!

some times, there are feelings in me, which only certain people could understand...only those who know me well enough! only those whom i've shared my secret with! my inner thoughts has recently been updated!

Friday, June 18, 2010

My Dreams

It’s been for a while since my brain worked unconsciously while I was asleep. Dreaming. It started to bother me again when I began to take my studies seriously, meaning work a little harder!

Dreaming is just like an atom where electrons orbit the protons that lie within the center core. Throughout my life, 98 percent of my dreams were made up of the electrons! In other words, nightmares!


Most of them were about me, struggling through different tasks to survive but ended up being “hurt” by all sorts of weapons! Mostly, knife! Well, I couldn’t really die in these dreams because by the time the knife touched my skin, my eyes opened out of fear! However, there were times when I felt the pain as the sharpen metal poked though my flesh, yet, it didn’t last for long. I’ll certainly jump out of bed when pain is detected! It’s a reflex, can’t help! And guess what, the culprit that cause the pain was actually the metal bars surrounding three sides of my bed! (One of my fingers was stuck between two narrowing bars!) Despite the pain, they aren’t the worse sorts of dreams I’d had!



The WORSE sort of dreams I’d had were about solving mathematic and physic questions, which I find them extremely annoying! It’s as if my brain didn’t want to give me a break after a whole day of studying! Er, perhaps, few hours… well, honestly,you don’t really think that I’ll sit in front of my desk and study for twelve long hours do you? I’ll go crazy! I can’t even sit still for two hours, unless I am forced to (not by myself of course!). Anyway, these are the REAL nightmarish dreams! (for me!) Because when I wake up few hours later, I’ll definitely be tired! It’s as thought I’d gone though a restless night, which I hadn’t! ( if i had... atleast i'd studied!)



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

mY DreAm HoMe








My dream home

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Simply wonderful

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Ah... impressive!

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Tokyo city

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Monday, June 7, 2010

Life's like a candle

This evening, I’ve experienced the most exciting ride in the LRT. The train with 4 coaches moved in full speed after departing from taman paramau’s platform… out of a sudden, it stopped, which had caused most of the passenger to fall forward.

Even the doors slide open due to the force of momentum…I was astonished! The doors are supposed to be lock!! the train kept moving and braking without warning until it reached kelana jaya’s platform! ( it did STOP at taman bahagia station but th doors remained shut!)

While I was in the train, there was a moment when something stupid flashed thruogh my mind. I thought the coaches were going to crash into something if it hadn’t open the doors at the last station and that I was going to die.

I felt both greatful and silly when the doors slide open. As I step onto the platform, I suddently thought of a poem which I’d learnt agers ago, a poem which was written centuries ago by the greatest poet, William Shakespeare.






The orangy red flame could be wipeout easily. Whenever the moving molecules in the air pass by the flaming candle, the fire vanishes, leaving behind nothing but white fumes.








Life's like a candle, it could end rapidly without warnings. Death's like the wind, it would just take you away, leaving you alive in other's memories.