Sunday, December 11, 2011

新大雄與鐵人兵團 - 我和你的歌




アムとイムのうた(アムとイムの歌)

第一顆心/星, 是愛,你和我是一體
第二顆心/星, 是願,你是你、我是我
第三顆心/星, 是思索,你是什麼? 我又是什麼?

在電影的最後出現了這首歌的答案:
第三顆心/星 是思索,你就是我、我就是你!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Friday, October 28, 2011

It's a stormy night






Heavy grey clouds filled the air as the rain pour into the busy streets that passes through a hectic city of shimmering lights and buildings. Thunder roars with a fearful lightning flash that could turn its target into a dark roasted meat. Children sing the same old nursery song, hoping for a rainbow to bring them out to play. It’s a stormy night and I’m here, typing restlessly in my tiny little bedroom. It’s a stormy night.






Sunday, October 23, 2011

Friday, October 21, 2011

Monday, September 26, 2011

Friday, August 26, 2011

2011

今年是我二十年来发生最多事的一年。。。

首先是成绩不理想。注重成绩又爱面子的我承受了这个打击后几乎失去了生活方向!面对不了亲戚朋友!

接着就是情感上所留下的伤痕。几乎每一晚都默默的流泪。。。甚至使我不在相信任何人。。。害怕再次受到伤害。。。但也是好事,至少可以让我转注在生意上。

然后就是上大学的事了。马大是我唯一的选择。。。物理是我非读不可的。。。天文学家。。。是我十一岁时所立下的志愿。。。UPU要我去马六甲读电子学。。。但就算打死我都不会去的!要我去读我没兴趣的东西,我临可到社会去工作!。。。UTAR是我的后备。。。不是很想去那儿读。。。没好感!

刚接到爸爸的电话说爷爷已道了另一个维空间去了。。。对爷爷的印象不多。。。也不想回想了。。。好不容易才调好心情。。。终于明白为什么前两天突然不想和人说话。。。人真的有预知的能力吗?还是我在推卸责任?。。。忽然想起师父对我说过的一句话,“睿之,记注,当一个人的心跳停止了以后,他会到另一个维空间去。。。他还存在的,只不过我们看不到而已。” 当时觉得很奇怪,为什么师父会对我说这些。。。现在终于明白了。。。若没了师父的这一句话,我可能还在为一些微不足道的事感到伤心。。。谢谢师父!您提醒了我。。。没事的,爷爷他只不过是去了另一个世界而已。。。

接下来又会是什么呢?我以没感觉了。。。。。。不怕了!来吧!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Sunday, July 24, 2011

The Road Not Taken





The Road Not Taken


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

Vision Boards And The Courage to Believe

Sunday, July 17, 2011

孫燕姿-害怕




忘 我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長

想 我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強 堅強到不用學著不想 學著遺忘

*還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
 還是害怕不經意的聽見你的消息
 然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
 當擁有已經是失去 就勇敢的放棄

 還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
 還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
 然而當愛最後的出口是分離
 我會這麼相信 走下去*

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Friday, July 1, 2011

你愛我像誰

这首歌令我想起了以前在还没改变的我!常常都会看连续剧来逃避现实。。。但现在的我好像已经不知道这么逃避了!




我什麼都沒有 只是有一點吵
如果你感到寂寞 我帶給你熱鬧
為你繞一繞 沒有什麼大不了 卻可以讓你微笑

其實我很煩惱 只是你看不到
如果我也不開心 怕(而)你轉身就逃
愛上一個人 一定要讓他相信 這世界多麼美好
對每個人 都說還好 我的心我的情你不需要明瞭
只要我對你好 這樣的溫柔你要不要

其實你愛我像誰 扮演什麼角色我都會
快不快樂我無所謂 為了你開心 我忘記了累不累
其實你愛我像誰 任何的表情我都能給
Woo 在你身上學會流眼淚

Sunday, June 26, 2011

why!

went back to the same place again, and once again, my eyes became watery! why! that's not how it's suppose to be!

楊培安~我相信




想飞上天,和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼 勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分,I do believe

Friday, June 24, 2011

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

We'll be one





another self-made video

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

the end!

it's been awhile and i'm pretty sure that i've already escaped the torturing chamber! no more pain! no more feelings! and, of course, no more second time! i'll never trust anyone again!

Monday, May 23, 2011

我是真的醒了!



几个星期前,我就像那痛苦的杨千嬅 ,每天对上帝说, “我不想再这样下去!你放过我!你杀了我吧!!!”

如今,我以彻底的放下了!愚蠢了几个月的我终于醒了! 就如开场与结局的那一目,那愚蠢的睿之已经死了!我终于醒了!我是真的醒了!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

recent update!

Recently, i've been reading many people's blog! and realised they offen update their blogs! that's why i began to reupdate mine as well...... i thought i'd already recovered from sorethroat, but i was wrong!..............................

Sunday, May 15, 2011

i'm tired!

few weeks back, the pain was burning furiously in the chambers of my pumping heart! tears filled my eyes socket within seconds! and the only thing i realised in the next moment was my tear, dripping onto my already stretched hand that was controling the car steering! it was, no doubt one of the painfullest experience i'd had!


from then onwards, i deliberately told myself not to be emotional! i told myself to control my tears when it strikes again! i told myself to be strong! i told myself to stay away from it!


and for the past few days, i thought i've suceeded in transforming my warm blooded heart into a metal cold blood pumping mechine! i thought nothing could bring me down again! i thought it was over, and that i'm free! but little did i realised that it never left! it was just hidden at a dark corner where i couldn't find.


Once again, that pathatic feelings appear out of nowhere! although i've managed to cotrol my tears this time, but i've failed to prevent my throat from drying up quickly! i couldn't speak!


it just never stop hunting me! and unintendedly, i keep finding out new things that have nearly ripped my heart apart!
i'm tired of it already! i'm tired of being too snesitive! i'm tired for taking things too seriously! i'm tired of being nice to people who never care to do the same to me! i'm tired of waiting! i'm tired! really tired!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

what do i really want in life?

i haven't been writing for quite awhile. i didn't know how to put my feelings into words anymore as it's beyond discription!

i tend to ask myself, what do i really want in life? do i really enjoy studying? or do i want something more?

i used to dream everyday. happy ending was what i wanted most! i didn't want to grow up until i was forced to face the reality!

what do i really want? can i achieve it with my future profession?









-i want to become an astronomer! An astronomer who travels around the world. i wanna discover new things about the universe! i wanna learn more abt it! i want the extraterrestrial beings to visit planet earth and share with us their technology and knowledge about the universe we lived in.












-i want to be a violinist in an orchestra! i want to be a pianist! i want my fingers to dance on a glass made piano infront of thousand of audience!









-i want to buy shaggy a contrete dog house! i want to buy the best food on earth for her! i wanna have time to bring her out for a walk twice a day! i wanna bring her to the beach to gaze upon the twinkling night sky! i want her to be with me forever!













-i want to own my dream house where i could view the beautiful city lights that fascinate me! it doesn't has to be big, but it must be luxurious!











-i want to go around the world! visit the 7 wonders! The Great Pyramid of Giza! i wanna visit Japan and submerge myself into the warm spring! visit all the famous japanese restraunt there! have all the sushi i wish to consume!












-i want to learn Kendo! i wanna fight like a japanese warrior!










-i want to support my parents financially! i want to buy a farm land for them as my mum enjoys growing her own fruits and vegetables! they can adopt as many innorcent life as they wish!

Monday, April 25, 2011

Saturday, April 23, 2011

と言われることができない秘密!


昨年末から、私は彼と恋に落ちた。しかし、わからない。彼は私と一緒にチャットを始め、私は期待していなかった。彼は私に希望を与えた。しかし、私の心深く、私は知っている、彼は​​私の受け入れることができなかった。それにもかかわらず、過去数カ月間、私たちは、私はとても満足している、電話のメッセージを渡されます。しかし、私はこれは一時的な幸福されていることを知っている。ある日、私は代金を支払わなければならない!

この日は、最後に到着している
彼は深い傷を残した!これは非常に痛いです!は神が決める。彼は記事を見ることができれば、それを理解し、神は、私は彼を告白します!彼はこの記事を見つけていない場合は、私が非表示にするよ!
このように、私はそれを後悔しないように。



未来の僕には、

彼はこれを読み取ることができない場合、あなたは私を責めることはできない。ので、それは神の決定を受けている!

Friday, April 22, 2011

A scar that never fade

it doesn't matter how deep is the wound, it will still heal. hope that the left over scar will always remind me not to repeat the history.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

my dream house

my roof top pool



my roof top mini bar





my bath room



my balcony








my living room








my kitchen








my bedroom




Monday, January 10, 2011

Life after stpm

many things happened throughout the year, I think It would be better for me to write in details when the right mood comes.

As for now, allow me to fill this dusty old blog by gluing words into sentences! I was offered a job by my auntie. It's the easiest job ever. I'm supposed to deliver house cleaning maids to the customer's house. And it gave me plenty of free time while waiting for them to complete their tasks. This allows me to listen to lectures at youtube. Apart from that, I am told to eat whatever I want. I am served with plenty of mouth watering home cooked dishes every noon! Though there aren’t any desserts but junk foods, nicely cut fruits and drinks were served right in front of the computer desk! Countless circular disk are placed right beside the television screen, ready to be spin in the DVD player.