the reason

When I said I’m going to the University of Toronto to further my studies, many think that it’s ganna be an enjoyable experience~ it does sound fancy to get admitted into a top notch university~  many may think that my parents could  really afford the tuition fee and living expenses over there, and that I’m just going there to enjoy my studies~  well, that was what I thought at the beginning, but when I really counted, the total annual cost for me to be there is approximately rm200k ~ (vy much due to the currency rate)  in other words, my mum would have to spend rm 15k on me every month for 4 years! That’s insane~ when I saw that figure appearing on the calculator screen, only do I realise that I’m burning my mum’s money~ I wanted to reject the offer at that moment, but something kept me from doing so. A second voice is telling me to go ahead~ but I knew I couldn’t be so selfish~ so heartless, how’s my mum supposed to pay that large amount of money? ~ a thought flashed through my eyes…

It’s the only chance that can force me to unleash my fullest potential~ why? Because upon arrival, I’m all on my own~ mum gives me the minimum to survive~ and I’ll be force to take up a part time job to sustain my living fee~ other than that, I’ll also have to really work hard to expend my business with no excuses~ furthermore, I’ll have to study smart and hard to gain the scholarship offered by the university for the 2^nd year. May not be able to come back to Malaysia even in cny or summer holiday because the flight from Canada to Malaysia is also vy costly(rm5k single journey)~ gotta work during the summer holiday to earn some bucks for my coming semester~ in most TV shows, most people work as waitress in their uni life~ that’s most probably where I’m ganna end up to be during the summer~  haha~ sounds dramatic? Well, I know it’s ganna be a tough experience~ in Malaysia, where money isn’t my concern, I’ve nvr wanna work in a restaurant (that’s like that last place I would wanna work at), there’s also no urge to force me into putting my real effort to expend my business, and also, I’ll nvr work really hard to get a scholarship (there isn’t any needs). I’m sure after reading through my careless and lazy behaviour, almost everyone would agree to send me to Toronto without hesitation~ haha~

 Knowing that this will put me in the roughest condition~ it might be really tough~ but deep in my heart, I know that when I walk through the storm, a rainbow will be there for me~ and I know, all my lovely mentors will always be at my side, supporting me mentally through the storm. In the business, most of my promises have yet to come true~ that’s why I know I’ve ought to be abit hush on myself, to train and sharpen my mind, and most importantly, to hold on to my words of going Diamond!