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However, there are those who were awaken by the global warnings (rapid melt of ice lands all over the world!) and tried very hard to prevent the idiots from destroying their homes! BUT! MOST of the human populations do not want to take any action to save the dieing planet!
Remember, the melting of the poles will cause disasters! It might not be visible now, at this moment, but sit still and wait with your arms cross and observe, within 20 years, thousands of life will be wipe away without warnings!
i have came across some people who totally ignore this issue! I was told to put down my worries as the disaster will only effects the next generation! well! look at us! we are turning into devils! we only care about ourselves! Selfishness! allowing the next generations to suffer from what we have done!
according to some researches, the north and south poles, which are the largest ice land on earth, will vanish in 50 years time! imagine what will happen to the sea level! imagine what will happen to the land!
these ice lands consist of fresh water that is very important to us! when they disappear into the ocean, the amount of drinkable water will also decrease!
within half a century, 40% of our population is going to face a very serious shortage of water!
the earth is a gift from god ! but we, humans, do not appreciate it! we betrayed it!
it is a disappointment to the lord who had design the system uniquely! think about it! even, i, as a free thinker is able relate this issue to god! what about those who are with their lord?
I was trapped in a well for 17 years long! Day and night, rain and shine, were like a slide that changes accordingly! Looking up from a tiny room of rock, my eyes would only be able to capture a fixed circular opening of a cloudless blue sky, heavy grey clouds or the twinkling stars in the dark! All this while, I was spoon feed by the ones who brought me up to life! From the fusion of 2 gamete cells that divided itself into 2, 4,8…hundreds…thousands…millions…billions… and zillions of somatic cells! And here I am, sitting in front of a laptop, diving into “the sea of memory” on a moonless night as the cricking of insect filled the air!
Eight years after the new millennium,
I told myself to put in more effort for the coming examination, which will lead me to succeed in the crowd of intelligences! But I ended up dumping the precious time into the deep blue ocean!
As the period fixed for the “big event” drew nearer, my heart was beating rapidly beneath the ribs! Anxiousness! Worries! These feelings were the fuel needed to motivate myself at studies! However, instantly after the midyear examination, the engine stopped!The fuel was no where to be found!
I had lost my nerve, worrying non-important stuff! Putting myself into depression 3 months before the arrival of SPM!
Papers? What papers? Those are stapled papers with endless list of questions! SPM candidates in SMK TROPICANA were sitting for their trail examination and “JPS” or “gerak gempur” papers for a month!
Yes! This is the month where I should concentrate at studies! Unfortunately, I have totally lost control of myself! It is as though my brain had been taken over by laziness!