不求与人相比，只求超越自己~

生活，并非你想象的那样

 　　
20～30岁，正值青春绽放的人生阶段，许多年轻人面对工作、生活、朋友、爱情，感到一片茫然，不知道前途在何方，更不明白自己要什么，也不清楚怎么样算是朋友，不明白爱着谁，谁又值得爱，常常将自己置于一片混沌中而不知所措。
　　生活在现实生活中的我们，形形色色、千奇百怪。太理智化的人，生活寂寞；太感情化的人，生活坎坷；太随意化的人，生活平凡。生活的意义究竟是什么？
　　现实一点儿的人说：人的意义嘛，念书、工作、结婚、生孩子、赡养老人、抚育后代。提倡行乐主义的人说：人生苦短，不如趁自己年轻多享受一点，人都是自私的，多给自己找点乐子比什么都强。
　　不断向自己或身边的人提出疑问：年轻的时候该怎样生活，到拄拐杖的时候才不会有遗憾？每个人都会说，过自己想过的生活！但是，可以做到吗？——几乎不可能！所以，无论年轻时怎样过，到拄拐杖时多多少少都会有所遗憾。我们要做的就是，让遗憾降到最少！
　　人年老的时候过着清贫孤独的生活。不是年轻的时候做错了什么。而是年轻的时候做得太少或许多该做的事没做。安徒生说：“一个人在年轻的时候。可以而且应该投到生活中去，和生活融成一片。”
　　每个人都有童年时代的梦想，年轻时代的冲动、无奈与挣扎。要告诉自己，我还年轻，但我已经攀登上了成熟的阶梯，正试图融入这个社会，无论是黑还是白，我愿意去面对，没有什么比年轻的力量更大的。
　　然而，现在一些年轻人心态浮躁，做什么都图快。不止工作，在情感方面，这部分人也追求刺激，认识没几天就结婚，结婚没几天又闹离婚。对生活缺乏责任感，是这一代人的通病。一些都市年轻人喜欢新奇和挑战，认为自己无所不能，在工作中“跳来跳去”，总想找适合自己的社会角色。一般来说，刚踏人社会，没有资历，收入不高很正常，而攀比和不满足现状的心态往往让他们对自己认识不足。俗话说“吃一堑，长一智”，但现在有些年轻人吃不下这个“堑”。一旦在某方面失败了，就可能从此不敢再涉足。要知道，失败后再迈出去一步，距离成功就近多了。
　　其实，在社会上打拼过的年轻人都会有这样的感触：生活。不是想象中的那么完美。
　　江明在一家咨询公司工作。每周五天，要是有一天能在晚上8点之前下班回家，简直就是烧了高香。赶上做项目，连续几个通宵吃住在公司也是常有的事。有时候，江明会在某个莫名其妙的时间出现在家门口，扔下一大堆脏衣服，拎起另一包干净的，扭头就走，连水都顾不上喝一口。如果周末能侥幸不去单位加班，江明也绝不会闲着，在家里写报告、拟合同、查资料……有那么多事情要做，客户那边还催着呢。
　　就这样，工作，占据了他生活的全部——全部时间和全部精力。
　　他原本有不少计划的：练练英语，报个钢琴班学学弹琴，整理一下自己从小到大的照片，写写博客，去健身房出出汗，或者去欧洲旅游……
　　可是，都3年了，这些计划始终还只是计划，江明在生活上的进展几乎为零。如果有空，他宁肯狠狠地睡上一觉，或者窝在沙发里，盯着电视里的肥皂剧发呆。
　　前两天同学聚会，江明好不容易能抽空出席。可刚开始没多久，客户的电话就追来了。他只好躲到角落里，不厌其烦地一一解释着电话那头的疑问，之后又紧急致电同事，敲定相关细节。江明一直记得老板的话：咱们做服务业的，没有上班下班之分，要时刻准备着，客户什么时候有需要，我们就什么时候开始工作。
　　等事情全部搞定，饭桌上只剩下残羹冷炙了。同学们还一个劲儿地调侃：“江总，业务够忙的！”
　　对于工作，江明感触颇深：只要进了职场，只要待在这个岗位上，你就像轨道上飞速行驶的列车，身不由己。只有极少数人才有资格有能力让列车停下来，可以慢慢地走，看看周围的风景。
　　很多时候我们不得不屈服于这个世界。其实我们一直在顽固地坚持着我们珍视的东西，可是这个社会让我们认识到我们有的时候是多么的可笑。
　　为了生活，不得不抛弃很多东西，学会很多东西。很多时候，想要爱却不能去爱；很多时候，害怕孤单却不得不孤单；很多时候，不想坚强却不得不坚强；很多时候，明知道不可以却身不由己；很多时候，做着自己都不知道为什么要做的事；很多时候，迷失了自我。
　　有时，生活真的很无奈，无奈到我们没有勇气去改变；无奈到我们没有能力去改变；无奈到我们根本不想改变。
　　生活的残酷，逼迫着每个人必须学会抛弃自己的幻想去接受现实，然而我们很多人又会心不甘地寻觅着现实中的幻想，在现实与幻想之间无休无止地纠缠着，不知道自己究竟应该是忠实于现实还是该沉沦于美轮美奂的幻境之中。
　　的确，生活就是一条布满荆棘的曲折小路，前面未知的困难与危险太多了。正因为如此，我们才需要在杂乱中保持一份清静，在黑夜里点燃一盏明灯。当机遇来的时候，敢于把握；当困难来的时候。敢于面对。
　　李芳也是身不由己，生活被各式各样的工作计划排得满满的。27岁的她一个人在上海漂着，至今仍单身。

20-30岁这十年，对每一个人来说，无疑都是最关键的，来不得半点儿闪失。因为这十年将决定我们人生事业的雏形，为后半生的幸福与成败奠定一个基调。
雨果说：幸福的人都是幸福的，不幸的人各有各的不幸。人生的幸与不幸，全在我们自己手中。我们30岁以后过得好与坏，往往在于我们今天做些什么、这十年里做些什么。
然而，这十年又是人生最迷惘、最容易走错路的时期。因为面对五颜六色的世界，面对千种诱惑、万般选择，我们不知道何去何从，不知道哪一条路才是自己最好的选择。
下面是一个在校大学生在网上袒露的心声：
其实我只是一个在读的大三学生，谈成功我还不够格，我也没成功过，连考上自己心仪的大学这样的梦想我都没有实现，可我一直渴望或者说幻想着有一天自己也能走向成功走向辉煌。
可是在当前中国这样的教育体制下我显然不能成才，哪怕是获得自己最切实想要的。我只能靠自己去寻找去争取，所以我果断地放弃了考研。
然而我就很迷茫了，不知道该如何走自己的路，因为我不能确定自己的方向。
尽管犹豫了好久，我很艰难地为自己选择了目前看来是最好的选择，但事实上我也不知道这条路究竟适合不适合自己。
一直以来，我很苦闷，很困惑。
这也许是很多20几岁年轻人内心世界的真实写照。谁都年轻过，谁都有过这种感觉。每天早晨面对冉冉升起的朝阳，我们在心里一遍一遍地问：我的路在何方？在一个个人生的十字路口，我们不止一次地彷徨失措。
因为年轻，我们没有钱、没有经验、没有阅历、没有社会关系，但这些都不可怕。因为没有钱，我们可以通过自己的辛勤劳动去赚；没有经验，我们可以通过实践去总结；没有阅历、没有社会关系，我们可以一步步去积累。但是，没有方向感，这才是最要命的！
没有方向感，我们就不知道自己走向哪里。没有方向感，我们所有的努力就缺乏一个标准，我们每时每刻所有的努力都处在一种混沌与盲目的状态之中：没有对错、没有进退、没有成败得失。我们很难判断哪些对未来而言是有意义的事情，更别说掌控自己的命运。这样的人生，对我们只能是一场噩梦！
20几岁的迷惘，就等于30岁的恐慌、40岁的无能。如果不能在20几岁时尽快地走出迷惘，我们将很难在30岁以后给自己一个很好的交代。
20几岁的迷惘，谁都经历过，关键是有的人很快就走出了迷惘，而有的人却一直生活在浑浑噩噩之中。同样的10年时光，有的人活得明明白白、充充实实，有的人却过得稀里糊涂、毫无生趣。人生的差距在这里悄然拉开了。
1963年，刚刚20出头的吴甘霖大学毕业了。虽然没有任何社会经验，但他意气风发，对自己的未来充满了信心。面对前来火车站送他的同班好友，吴甘霖无比豪迈地说道：“十年后再见！”
但是，接下来的现实却完全出乎吴甘霖在大学里对未来生活的想像。
当时，吴甘霖被分配到一家省报当记者。刚参加工作，他去参加一次集体采访活动。活动结束时，组织者以5元的优惠价给每个记者提供价值30元的塑料产品。这在当时早已是司空见惯的事了，吴甘霖却绝对无法接受。
尽管心里极不情愿，但为了照顾大家的情面，他只好也硬着头皮“买”了。然而，道德的压力，还有那种屈服于世俗的压力，使他感觉自己做了一件最亏心的事。直到后来有入愿拿3元钱给吴甘霖，再把他“买”来的这些饭盒、盆拿走，他的犯罪感才略有减轻。
正因为内心里无比的纯洁善良，才使得刚刚走出校门的吴甘霖在现实面前是那样的幼稚、苍白，甚至脆弱。而在采访中所直接看到的各种社会阴暗面，更是给他的心灵带来了前所未有的震撼。
本来吴甘霖身体就虚弱，在剧烈的心灵煎熬中，他终于不堪重负病倒了，不得不回到家里静养了几个月时间。几个月里，吴甘霖时刻被这几个问题缠绕着：生活怎么会是这样呢？怎么能是这样？人活着到底是为了什么？有什么意义……
几个月后，大病初愈的吴甘霖，漫步来到了湘江大桥。这时，巨大的破灭感和绝望感使他猛然觉得活着是一种巨大的负担。于是，他一步步向栏杆走去，准备以死来达到一种彻底的解脱。
栏杆就在跟前了，他抬起腿正要跨过去。然而，就在那一瞬间，他突然听到内心深处一个声音高叫着：“在没有看清楚生活的真相之前，绝对不能这样屈服！”这生死立判的电光一闪，把吴甘霖从人生的虚幻设想中惊醒过来。他的耳边响起普希金的诗：“朋友啊，不要忧伤，生活本来是这样。”吴甘霖无异于受了一记当头棒喝：你责怪生活，其实该责怪的是你对生活的片面认识！

同样一个人，失去了人生的方向，会迷惘得生不如死；找到了人生的方向，就会爆发出惊人的能量，创造出一个又一个的奇迹。
找到方向远比努力奋斗更重要。走过岁月，人们回首往事，每每为自己当初的一些选择倍加惋惜。他们总是拍着头发渐疏的脑袋慨叹：“如果当时我要那样做就好了！”
人生只有一次20岁，岁月从不给人重来的机会。人生短短几十年，也容不下太多的遗憾。只有找到了自己努力的方向，我们才能不迷惘、不盲目，少走冤枉路，才不至于将来有一天自己费了九牛二虎之力终于爬上了一个墙头，却发现原来梯子放错了地方。
作为20几岁的年轻人，我们首先必须弄明白这几个问题：
1.我们到底想要得到什么？
2.周围的现实是什么样的？
3.时代往哪里发展？
4.我们需要做哪些必要的准备？
5.要走一条什么样的路？
迷惘不是停滞不前的借口、更不是祭奠失意的苦酒。生命需要自己去承担，命运更需要自己去把握。我们越早找到自己人生的方向，越早走出青春的迷惘，就越容易在人生的道路上做得成功，走向辉煌。否则，东一榔头、西一棒槌、漫无目的地蛮干，永远都成不了大事

This is How Winners Are Made - Inspirational [HQ] Best Speech Ever

“有些事情不是我们有兴趣还是没兴趣的问题，是必需做的问题。就把它当做一种责任吧”

惨了~内心的那一点点小叛逆又在作怪了~越不让我做，我就偏要做~越让我做，我就越不想做~天啊~您不是这样耍我吧~

诚意，多一点和少一点，别人是能够感觉的出来的~

困难，恐惧，挑战~是拿来克服的~不是拿来摆美(逃避)的~只有不断的克服这些障碍才能够有新的突破~迎接一个更好的自己

心态

很多当你没有办法去决绝的问题的时候，你只有依赖时间~只要意志不崩溃，你就是最后的胜利者

敢于失败的人，才有可能去成功

对自己的感觉就是要依然好像永远是有一种在学习，然后希望可以做得更好的这种起步阶段的感觉，觉得自己还有很多还可以努力的地方

逃避解决不了问题，害怕只会让我们失去更多。 从今以后我会变得更加强大

 

You raise me up

for some reason, this song always increases my desire to become a grown up and successful leader. it was a promise made ...i will nvr forget~ i honestly think i have no rights to fool around anymore~ not a single bit of it. i'll work 200% when others put in 100% effort.

i guess it's called a rebound~ hahah~

天啊~病得五颜六色~思想乱七八糟~

~What makes us who we are~

What makes us who we are? Our identities are built bit by bit by our memories, our dreams and our imaginations. No one’s sense of self is fixed. Life is a journey that makes us all unique.

We are who we are because of the memory we have had~ we act according to the memory/data in our brain. That’s why….

When we think like a rich man, we will act like a rich man and the chances are, we will become rich

When we think like a poor man, we will act like a poor man and the chances are, we will be poor.

 In scientific terms, it means, humans’ action are the induction of the data/memory in our brain.
And the good news is our memory/data is modifiable. Now I understand why sifu says when we shout out our goals with true emotions, we will achieve it. In scientific term, emotions are actually a catalyst that drills a piece of data/memory even more in place in our brain.
 For example, lets say when a person is hurt by a friend, it involves a strong emotion. So, in most cases, it’s much difficult for this person to forget the event of being hurt and also his friend even if he wanted to forget so badly. the pain might fade with time but nt too soon. However, false memories/data could be inplanted into our brains to wash off the pain.

Anyway, to become successful, we must possess the data/memory/qualities a successful man has. That is why change is required. The classical way to change a person is to change their behaviour… they gotta be exposed to the right data constantly… the memory/data they gain must be in coherent with who they wanna become. This is where the right books and CDs play an important part in this business.

There is a part of our brain which is connected with emotional and social responses. It’s called the amygdale. it is also a powerful part of our brain which could modify certain memories. It’s more like a social thing.
 For example, in an experiment of 100 ppl, “A” was given a red ball and was asked what colour it is, “A” would certainly say it’s red. Then, “A” was given the false information that 99/100 people said it’s pink (using the same red colour ball). Then “A” was again asked, what colour is the ball, and this time, “A” answer was Pink~ 70% of the subject tested to this experiment did what “A” did when tested under the same circumstances.

That’s why, when ppl hear the word Amway, they tend to run away from it. It’s because the society around them lead them to think that Amway is a symbol of selling products, pulling ppl, etc. even if they know that it’s nth wrong doing thgs this way, but bcause everyone says it’s bad, so, they will unconsciously think it’s bad also.
But to someone who has no idea what Amway is, they would accept it much easier.

By using the same concept, praises and recognitions are actually words & actions of affirmation which gives confidence and approval to a person that what he/she did was correct and if they continue moving forward in this path, they will succeed. Praises also tend to activate the emotional part of our brain that will help drill the data/memory we want to implant in a person. When one successfully implanted the data of the quality of a successful man into a “A”’s mind, than “A” will succeed.

Saw this beautiful quote among my old stuff~ and, I’d like to share it~ in life, good and bad day may just come by unexpectedly, we just gotta get through it~ we can’t have good days without bad ones, so, it’s a balance~ that’s what makes our story more interesting~ sometimes, when bad days come by, we just gotta stop lingering in the past and start moving forward for the better days~

we can't linger in the past if we wanna move forward~

today, it's been gloomy all day long~ until when there was one instant...i though there's a light of motivation that could atleast do less harm...but little do i expect a storm to come by....a storm comming from somone i nvr expected... i nvr felt this lonely before...but i have no one to blaim but myself.... and i have to be strong enough to take it....for i will succeed...nthg can ever stop me...nthg

i'm surprised how fast i can get back into the reality from a fantasy world~ maybe, things has changed~ and i'm glad it did~ fantasy is a beautiful story written by others~ and i wish to write my own and live it through =)

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri Lyrics

Twilight series has finally come to an end~ HappyEnding that will last Foever^^~ and it actually reminds me of how long since i last day dream~ it's been for awhile~ haha~ it's always happier to live in our dreams when the life we envision hasn't come true~ super powers~ immortal~ endless advantures~ love ones~  happy ending~ =)

Barack Obama~ a role model for Leadership =)

“I have always believed that hope is that stubborn thing inside us that insists, despite all the evidence to the contrary, that something better awaits us so long as we have the courage to keep reaching, to keep working, to keep fighting."

it's almost 2 months since my return from Toronto~ i wonder how my life would be like if i didnt left~
i could still remember vividly how excited i was to get there and how vy desperate was i to get home~

it's not something one could easily let go~ or maybe, just me.... maybe, i didnt wanna let go... it was my everything...... and i've ruined it myself...how could i possibly forgive myself for such a foolish and immature act?

"no one understands me?"  haha~ it's funny how i nvr fancy using that sentence~ it makes a person sounds rather self centered...lonely and irritating~ why would anyone wanna understand you? who do you think you are? this is a hush world, no one's supposed to care for you~ you yourself's supposed to be strong~ no one wants to hear your pathetic story ~ stop bagging for symphaty~

no one's suppose to motivate you~ you're supposed to be self-motivated~ feel depressed and hopeless? step out of that awful feeling yourself~ be a leader~ act like a leader~ instead of asking from others, give it to them~ a leader live by adding values to people around them~ let go of the past~ tomorrow is a new beginning~ start off right and do what you must~ believe in yourself~ believe in those who have walk through this path~ believe is a dim light that can guild you towards the end of a tunnel~ remember, when no one is there to motivate you, be there to motivate yourself~
=)

.再烦：也别忘记微笑。
.再急：也要注意语气。
.再苦：也别忘坚持。

faith is like the light at the end of a tunnel, you can't see it until you reach it, but it's always there~

no matter how dark it is~ how lonely i feel~ i'll still walk with faith~ and complete my daily assignment~

Best Friend - Jason Chen (Official Music Video)

really nice song~^^

~在那里跌倒，就得在那里站起来~
and i will personally make sure that i will return to where i fall ~ and stand up again~ by september 2013, i will be back

haha~ it's funny now that i know where to go to when i'm demotivated~ going back to my old wounds aint something fun to do~ yet, it's useful~ turning the pain into a motivator~ it seems that there is this one place i must definitely go back~ and i will return in glory~ toronto, i'm comming back

over obsession~ over doing something may lead to self-irritation~

it's time for a balance~ ^^

奥林匹克精神~不到最后绝对不能放弃

Waking up in the morning~ reading meaningful articles posted in The Team~ listening to a relaxing and chilling music~ enjoying a beautiful night view of Singapore~~ life is simply so beautiful~ ^^

Obama's Complete Victory Speech: Obama Wins the 2012 Election

整晚睡不着~心里不停的想~不停的问~您还要等多久？您还在做什么？哈哈~想着想着~泪水不停的从眼边留下~

Audi R8 in dec 2016

every challenge along the way, with courage i would face~ i will battle everyday to claim my rightful place~

没想到尽然会因为自己错误的决定，转牛角尖~ 常听人说，要失去了才懂得珍惜~现在终于明白~会更加珍惜，把书念完，念到最好~ 此外，我知道，无论说多少次对不起都无法代表我对家人和导师们的歉意~ 我承认有时想事情会有些偏激~只希望能够慢慢改善~

there's no turning back

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这几天，心里总在想~ 除非不做，但一旦决定要做就一定要成功。永远都不再停步。所以这次，我一定要很谨慎的考虑~

别人不明白你不要紧，重要的是你自己明白，何必要别人可怜你，同情你呢？

先站稳，想想为什么以前会跌倒，想想以后的路应该怎么走。然后再起跑

 

 

 

 

做人要有信心别轻易认输

成功之前一定会有无数次的挫折和沮丧，有那个梦想家没遇过困难和挫折?在那跌倒就在那站起来。最重要是别放弃。就一定能成功

i wonder...

After few weeks of trapping myself at home, the painful memories that nearly drown me slowly faded away. Last Monday when I took up the courage to attend team meeting, I again fell into depression, seeing  people in the team actually reminds me of  Toronto. You’ll nvr know how it’s like… in the past, I’ve never regretted with the decisions I’ve made… this is my first and hopefully final decision which I truly regretted. I can nvr forget… it was my dream to study overseas…. I thought abt it every single day when I was in primary, secondary school… anyway,  I told my mentors that I needed some time to sort things out, well, I do,,, the funny thg is, I do it by watching drama series. I either try to find meaning of life in the story line or I’ll pick a comedy of my favourite actress, Jessica Hsuan. I’ve always love the character played by Jessica, she always appears in Drama as a strong independent career minded women. Most of the time, I’m inspired by her. Really,, especially when she played the part of a judge in “Just Love”… when I 1^st saw that series, I almost wanted to take law and become a judge just like her~ haha, how funny, but I knew I had zero interest in the deadly written laws that lies in don’t know how many dozen of books the size of a dictionary.  Hahha, some times I even wonder, how can a person possibly memorise all the facts and laws in these books? These ppl are truly amazing! I, on the other hand, prefer science subjects, it probably has got somethg to do with my curiosity, which I’m sure many has… could still rmbr, back in my school days, there isn’t anyone I could really talk to, bcause all that’s in my mind was actually science, geography, math etc… whatever I’ve learn in school. I’ve totally no interest with girl stuff like clothes, nails, hair and whatsoever. Wonder why… many be it’s because I’ve been acting like a boy since young, someone told me it’s probably bcause my parents treated me like a son since I was their only child for like 9 years or so. Haha…well, who cares? Anyway, it’s quite nice to actually flash back to those good old memories that could draw a smile on my face. Back to the topic, as I was saying, I’ve been trying to erase the painful memory by watching drama series continuously,  the funny ones ofcourse… I just want my laughter to kill away the pain… and it works pretty well until when I watch the final episode of Parental Guidance, stared by Jessica Hsuan ofcourse…( it’s a Singapore comedy…had been watching it many times and nvr get bored when I watch it again. ) it brings laugher and happiness to me… until when I was at the final episode… when Jessica was to leave Singapore for her London posting… she was at the airport… and that suddenly reminds me of Singapore Changgi Airport which I landed and departed when I got there for my Canadian VISA and a 1 day trip. And so the memory linkage goes on and on… well, A sage once said, what doesn’t kill us actually makes us stronger…. But, I’m wondering, am I now actually much stronger or weaker instead?  I’ve been scared of doing things…I’m nt sure if I still have what it takes to fight….sign,,, there is something that’s been running in my head apart of the pathetic memories…. It’s my promise… my promise to be back as a grown up person… but look, what happened instead, I’ve turn into a coward…. Really, I tried to pull myself together… I slowly began to listen to CDs…. Started reading… it helps a lot… but there is smthg that’s now lacking in me… that’s the courage to fight… to talk to strangers… why?  Can anyone tell me? I’m sure I’m again talking to the air… as I know, no one can help me but myself… I wonder how much longer do I need to truly recover from what I’m suffering right now~ I wonder…

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生活没有如果

放弃只是一种借口。只要肯从新开始就什么都可以再回头。。。

在几天前，我做错了一件事。。。令我失去了一个机会。到今天，这个机会可能不一定是属于我的，但我真的很想争取，我很想再证明我自己的能力~ 我不想再让情绪决定我的命运~我我要靠自己的理性期决定自己的命运~

尽然已经输给了自己情绪，以其输得一败涂地，求天饶人~不如，风风光光的走上刑场~

it's like i've had a dream... a dream that pay a vy expensive price... what have i got my self into this time? lots of trouble awaits my arrival back home... this is probabily my biggest weakness... what am i suppose to do? is there anyone out there who could tell me what's my next step? what do i really want? i'm sorry... it was really hard back there... i couldnt take it... i even wanted to end my life if i stay another day.... i'm really sorry...

最近我都很少发脾气，因为我觉得发脾气是件很愚蠢的事~ 当一个人发脾气时，他就会乱，会失去理智。。。所以今天就算接到多么讽刺的消息，依然能够把杀伤力降到最低。。至少没以前那样火大~ 深信，不久将来，必能完全掌握自己的情绪~ =)

~Tell VISA I love it~ ♫

~ tell it how much i need it~ ♪

~理想~

人的理想~就如 天空中的白云， 空气中的氧气，大海里的鱼儿~ 缺一不可

~人因梦想而伟大，因理想而有方向感~ 只要清楚知道自己真正想要的是什么，不管前去的路上有多难走，都一定要坚持下去~因为成功往往都在艰苦的下一站~

~ 深信 只要有恒心，梦想可成真~ =)

 Patience~ a simple word that comes with a challenging + meaningful defination~

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way. =)

有时有很多事明知做了没结果~但有什么关系~起码现在做了，将来不会后悔 =)

我曾经以为我非常清楚我追求的是什么~ 但，这一年来，我的世界观机忽彻底改变，可以说是没以前那么单纯~ 回想当初，追求的只是成就，名誉，财物，金钱等。认为只要能够拥有自己理想的生活方式，就一定会很开心，很幸福~

可，最近发现，其实很多事情没我想象中那么简单~以前看连续剧，就纯粹看过就完了~现在再看过一遍，发觉原来每一部戏里都能够学到很多宝贵的人生道理~ 或许当中有些错误的资讯，但，有些事，在很多片戏里都不断重复~以现实也证实了这些情节~

可以说，我已可以预知一些将来可能会发生的事~ 也渐渐发现，其实真正能够让我开心的事是能够得到家庭幸福和一段真实的友谊~ 这，也是我一直都在逃避~甚至认为成就和金钱能够取代的追求~ 一直都不想去面对。。。或许，当年发生的事对我影响太深刻，到今天都还无法面对。。。

其实幸福真的可以很简单~ 很多人虽然没太多的金钱，但有家人朋友的关怀，每天可以哈哈大笑的~这未尝也是一种幸福~
反而，有些金钱多得是，但却和家人朋友关系差，未必开心，幸福~

一个人，只有身，心和灵~都健康，才能够拥有真正的幸福，快乐~

至于我，我的心和灵，只停留在八岁以前~

当发现自己真正想要的并不是成就，而是这几年来，一直都看不起得亲情时，有些接受不了~甚至现在，都无法面对~ 也使我前去的路开始有些模糊了，没了确实的方向感，心里好害怕~

会不会是我想太多了？无论如何，尽然已经决定把书念下去就应该一心一意的把事情做到最好~ 有时有很多事明知做了没结果~但有什么关系~起码现在做了，将来不会后悔 =)

Being an Ambitious and Passionate Dreamer is something i'm always proud of~

It is my Ambition to become an Astrophysics~ eventhough the income may not be very seductive, but i've still ought to complete the journey i've started year ago, to prove to others and most importantly to myself that whatever i put my mind on doing, it is done! Period!

 

 

It is my Dream to own a Luxurious Penthouse Apartment and live a luxurious life~ clearly, the income of a scientist can never affort a living i wish to live. therefore, it is also my responsibility to learn up investment skills and start up a business that could pay for my expensive living! to achieve my Dreams to own my dream house~ a Luxurious Penthouse Apartment!

 

《爱情公寓3》插曲《爱的回归线》高清完整版MV

有時候放開一點　會當這是種成全
心是你的　就不會走遠
每一段愛情都危險　每一個戀人都勇敢
下一個瞬間　是下一個永遠

在愛的回歸線　有期待就會有相見
天會晴心會暖　陽光在手指間
那麼淡的誓言　有牽掛就不會飛遠
這一瞬間抵過滄海　桑田

Working hard is important, but there's something that matters even more, that's believing in yourself~ Think of it this way, every great people in the history had started out as nothing more than what we are now~ If they can do it, why not us? =)

"Faith is a bluebird you see from afar. It's for real and as sure as the first evening star." - Rufus

[ 10 Benefits of Lemon Water for Health ]

1. Good for stomach
Lemon can help relieve many digestion problems when mixed with hot water. These include nausea, heartburn and parasites. Due to the digestive qualities of lemon juice, symptoms of indigestion such as heartburn, bloating and belching are relieved. By drinking lemon juice regularly, the bowels are aided in eliminating waste more efficiently. Lemon acts as a blood purifier and as a cleansing agent. The intake of lemon juice can cure constipation. It is even known to help relieve hiccups when consumed as a juice. Lemon juice acts as a liver tonic and helps you digest your food by helping your liver produce more bile. It decreases the amount of phlegm produced by your body. It is also thought to help dissolve gallstones.

2. Excellent for Skin Care
Lemon, being a natural antiseptic medicine, can participate to cure problems related to skin. Lemon is a vitamin C rich citrus fruit that enhances your beauty, by rejuvenating skin from within and thus bringing a glow on your face. Daily consumption of lemon water can make a huge difference in the appearance of your skin. It acts as an anti-aging remedy and can remove wrinkles and blackheads. Lemon water if applied on the areas of burns can fade the scars. As lemon is a cooling agent, it reduces the burning sensation on the skin.

3. Aids in Dental Care
Lemon water is used in dental care also. If fresh lemon juice is applied on the areas of toothache, it can assist in getting rid of the pain. The massages of lemon juice on gums can stop gum bleeding. It gives relief from bad smell and other problems related to gums.

4. Cures Throat Infections
Lemon is an excellent fruit that aids in fighting problems related to throat infections, sore throat and tonsillitis as it has an antibacterial property. For sore throat, dilute one-half lemon juice with one-half water and gargle frequently.

5. Good for Weight Loss
One of the major health benefits of drinking lemon water is that it paves way for losing weight faster, thus acting as a great weight loss remedy. If a person takes lemon juice mixed with lukewarm water and honey, it can reduce the body weight as well.

6. Controls High Blood Pressure
Lemon water works wonders for people having heart problem, owing to its high potassium content. It controls high blood pressure, dizziness, nausea as well as provides relaxation to mind and body. It also reduces mental stress and depression.

7. Assist in curing Respiratory Disorders
Lemon water assists in curing respiratory problems, along with breathing problems and revives a person suffering from asthma.

8. Good for treating Rheumatism
Lemon is also a diuretic and hence lemon water can treat rheumatism and arthritis. It helps to flush out bacteria and toxins out of the body.

9. Reduces Fever
Lemon water can treat a person who is suffering from cold, flu or fever. It helps to break fever by increasing perspiration.

10. Acts as a blood purifier
The diseases like cholera or malaria can be treated with lemon water as it can act as a blood purifier

Manuka Honey

 

  

 

Manuka honey is produced by bees that feed on the flowers of the manuka bush. This special type of honey is known for its ability to destroy infection-causing bacteria. Manuka Honey is excellent for the treatment of acne because acne is caused by bacteria that clog the pores and Manuka Honey contains very powerful antibacterial properties. This kind of antibacterial honey is found in New Zealand and has natural healing properties that repair the skin affected by acne. In addition to being used for acne treatment, Manuka honey is also effective in treating other skin conditions such as burns, eczema, ringworm, infected wounds, etc.

Research has shown that Manuka honey has the ability to draw moisture out of the acne-causing bacterial cells, making it impossible for them to survive. It rids impurities from the skin, along with unclogging pores and clearing breakouts. Manuka honey acne treatment functions by penetrating deep in the blocked follicle, killing the bacteria, and unblocking the follicle to release the infection. As the follicle is cleared and sterile, the acne heals rapidly while reducing, and sometimes preventing the formation of scars.

Many acne products contain certain ingredients that can dry the skin and cause other negative side effects. Manuka honey has been found to cause none and is very moisturizing. The hydrating quality of Manuka honey helps to decrease the irritation caused by acne and other skin problems. It's anti-inflammatory properties also help to reduce redness, pain and swelling. By applying Manuka honey to affected areas, blemishes and acne scars will disappear, restoring your skin to its original form.

Using Manuka honey for pimples, blemishes and acne scars is a gentle way of ridding dryness and cleansing your skin.   

Health Benefits - Manuka honey provides support to the natural immune response and apart from just simply nutritious and delicious, manuka honey has superb antibacterial properties - identified by their strength as UMF 10+, UMF 15+ or UMF 20+, where UMF 20+ is the strongest. The unique non-peroxide antibacterial property in the honey has been recommended to aid the normal physiological processes of the body as well as providing support to a heathy digestive system and overall health.

 

Cold and Sore Throats - Manuka honey is also known to be able to effectively provide a soothing action on throats and helps with the tickle. Studies have found that after taking UMF manuka honey, patients with an onset of sore throat or who are having sore throat reported a significant improvement to their conditions. Many have also reported that UMF manuka honey helps ward off the effects of a cold by taking it as soon as the first sign of a cold is felt.

Eczema and other forms of dermatitis - Manuka honey has been known to heal damaged skin, rebuild cells and regenerate new skin growth. It also has the ability to moisturize and soothe cracked and damaged skin. Applying Manuka honey directly to affected areas can provide relief to those who suffer from dermatitis, psoriasis and dry skin conditions by softening, moisturizing and rejuvenating irritated skin.

Arthritis - Manuka honey has natural anti-inflammatory properties ( Glucosamine and Chondroitin ) that can be used as a natural pain reliever by reducing inflammation associated with joint and muscle pain. Manuka honey has the ability to penetrate the surface of the skin, diffusing into the depth of skin tissue, making its way to the affected area.

Infected Wounds - Manuka honey's main claim to fame is its extremely powerful antibacterial and antimicrobial properties that promotes healing. Unlike many other topical antiseptics, manuka honey causes no damage to the skin because the hydrogen peroxide present is produced in a slow release manner that is strong enough to disinfect but low enough not to cause tissue damage.In addition to being extremely effective in treating wounds, manuka honey can also be used on burns.

Fungal Infections - Fungal infections are caused by microscopic organisms that feed on dead tissues of the hair, nails and outer layers of the skin. Studies have shown that manuka honey contains antifungal properties, making it effective in treating ringworm and other fungal conditions such as athlete's foot, jock itch and nail fungus.

Acne Cream - Manuka honey has the ability to absorb impurities from the pores in the skin, making it an ideal cleansing agent. It's especially effective in fading red marks and killing bacteria. The presence of manuka honey also helps to break up and release the blockage of individual follicles leading to the cause of acne.

Wrinkles - Manuka Honey is very good for the skin due to the presence of vitamins and antioxidants. Manuka Honey's ability to absorb and retain moisture make it an ideal natural ingredient as it helps keep skin hydrated and fresh. In fact, history shows that ancient beauties regularly applied a mixture of honey and milk to the face to keep their skin looking young, radiant and smooth. Honey's natural antioxidant and antimicrobial properties help to protect the skin from the damage of the sun's rays while supporting the skin's ability to rejuvenate and refresh depleted skin. Manuka honey has also been known to increase the production of collagen and improve the skin's elasticity. It repairs damaged skin and regenerates new skin growth that is rich in collagen fibers and elastin.

no matter how much i've changed, there is some thing in me that have never changed till today, that is the desire to win~ to excel~ and to prove that i'm right. haha~ i suppose that must be the motor that keep me frrom giving up all these while~ it's a rather tough and high hourse power motor which gave me the strenght to move forward~ =)

当面对两个选择时，抛硬币。。。总能奏效~ 并不是因为它总能给出对的答案， 而是在你把它抛在空中的那一秒里。。。你突然就知道 。。。

。。。是什么=)

人生很多时候都会遇到一些烦心的事，以其在那而自暴自弃，怨天尤人，还不如静下心来，好好想想下一步应该如何去走。。。 =)

人生是一场单程的旅行，即使有些遗憾，我们也没有从头再来的机会，与其纠结无法改变的过去，不如微笑着，珍惜未来~ 因为生活，没有如果~ =)

Dear First Year Me - UTSC

Adele - Someone Like You

爱情公寓3 (宛瑜和展博~ 最好的结局)

"亲爱的展博 当你看到这封信的时候 我已经在去机场的路上了
请原谅我改签了航班 我知道 如果我看到你们 肯定就走不了了
因为我舍不得你们每个人 尤其是你
和大家在一起的日子 是我一生中最快乐的时光
虽然我也不想结束 但是新的故事总要开始
展博 过去我不懂 爱是什么 是你让我明白
爱是当你爱上一个人 会舍弃自己的自由换取她的自由
爱是当你爱上一个人 会改变自己的人生 成全他的心愿
爱是当你爱上一个人 会愿意放开手 留下最好的回忆和祝福
爱情最美的不一定是终点 旅途一起走过 也已不负一生
原谅我的天真 这是我能想到的 最好的结局
爱你的婉瑜"


爱的回归线部分歌词：
每一段爱情都危险 每一对恋人都勇敢 下一个瞬间 是下一个永远
在爱的回归线 又期待终会有相见 皆灰烬亲信会暖 阳光在手指间
那落单的誓言 有牵挂就不会飞跃 这一瞬间比过沧海桑田

虽然有许多的不舍，不过我必需这么做~这次去加拿大除了想实现自己的价值还想试试能不能真正的独力~之前是因为有我家人，有师父和导师们~来没有真正选择过自己的生活，我希望给自己一点时间，把该经历的都经历一片，我想，那时候，才是真正的独力，真正长大了。请原谅我的自私。。。

这句话再一次的肯定了我的决定~

 孟子曰：「天將降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心志，勞其筋骨，餓其體膚，空乏其身，行拂亂其所為，所以動心忍性，增益其所不能。」

the reason

When I said I’m going to the University of Toronto to further my studies, many think that it’s ganna be an enjoyable experience~ it does sound fancy to get admitted into a top notch university~  many may think that my parents could  really afford the tuition fee and living expenses over there, and that I’m just going there to enjoy my studies~  well, that was what I thought at the beginning, but when I really counted, the total annual cost for me to be there is approximately rm200k ~ (vy much due to the currency rate)  in other words, my mum would have to spend rm 15k on me every month for 4 years! That’s insane~ when I saw that figure appearing on the calculator screen, only do I realise that I’m burning my mum’s money~ I wanted to reject the offer at that moment, but something kept me from doing so. A second voice is telling me to go ahead~ but I knew I couldn’t be so selfish~ so heartless, how’s my mum supposed to pay that large amount of money? ~ a thought flashed through my eyes…

It’s the only chance that can force me to unleash my fullest potential~ why? Because upon arrival, I’m all on my own~ mum gives me the minimum to survive~ and I’ll be force to take up a part time job to sustain my living fee~ other than that, I’ll also have to really work hard to expend my business with no excuses~ furthermore, I’ll have to study smart and hard to gain the scholarship offered by the university for the 2^nd year. May not be able to come back to Malaysia even in cny or summer holiday because the flight from Canada to Malaysia is also vy costly(rm5k single journey)~ gotta work during the summer holiday to earn some bucks for my coming semester~ in most TV shows, most people work as waitress in their uni life~ that’s most probably where I’m ganna end up to be during the summer~  haha~ sounds dramatic? Well, I know it’s ganna be a tough experience~ in Malaysia, where money isn’t my concern, I’ve nvr wanna work in a restaurant (that’s like that last place I would wanna work at), there’s also no urge to force me into putting my real effort to expend my business, and also, I’ll nvr work really hard to get a scholarship (there isn’t any needs). I’m sure after reading through my careless and lazy behaviour, almost everyone would agree to send me to Toronto without hesitation~ haha~

 Knowing that this will put me in the roughest condition~ it might be really tough~ but deep in my heart, I know that when I walk through the storm, a rainbow will be there for me~ and I know, all my lovely mentors will always be at my side, supporting me mentally through the storm. In the business, most of my promises have yet to come true~ that’s why I know I’ve ought to be abit hush on myself, to train and sharpen my mind, and most importantly, to hold on to my words of going Diamond!  

University of Toronto Offer of Admission‏

Dear Miss Thean
Congratulations!

We are delighted to inform you that you have been offered admission to the Science
(including Chemistry, Biochemistry, Environmental Science, program at the University
of Toronto Scarborough for the 2012 Fall academic year.An official letter, including
the terms and conditions of your offer, has been mailed to you. You may visit Join
U of T (http://join.utoronto.ca) at any time to view customized information about
this offer of admission.

Once again, congratulations and welcome! We hope you will join the University of
Toronto and we look forward to welcoming you in September!

time to move forward~ really happy to see them back together again~ fairy tale really do exist in this world ^^

unfold

既来之~折安之

“情绪~恐惧~是绊脚石
尝试了很多次，依然无法突破~~ 答应了他人，但无法对言 ~~ ”

“那就忘我呗~从现在开始你不再是你~把你想要拥有的人格写下~幻想~对现”

Oh, Mr Inner voice, will you just shut up and listen to me!

害怕只不过是心里障碍~因为害怕而逃避是解决不了问题~只会带来痛苦和悲哀~尽然已知，那又何必折磨自己呢？想办法把问题解决呗~  错了就错了，何必在乎呢？ 让过去成为明日的导师~

我不愿我的人生如此平凡~

尽然已经来到了这世界~我要活得精彩~这~也是为什么~我选择放弃曾经那么坚持的所谓~梦想~若不是比一般人早一步看懂这真实的世界~或许~今天~我还在盲目的追求着那小时候的愿望~小时的愿望是成为一名天文物理学家~为了达到这个愿望~我努力了~坚持了~付出了~从没放弃~也深信自己的能力~成为博士并不是我能力以外的事儿~

2011/12/4~ 决定放下坚持那么多年的梦想
紧跟随着师父~导师们已经超过半年了~对人事物开始有所了解~也明白~念书~并不是很好的投资~终于~当面临选择~我选择了放弃学业~因为~我深知~大学文凭只不过是能够让我进入工作这部车子的一张车票~而我要到的终点是一部车子永远都无法到达的地方~所以~我只能够选择踏上生意这架私人飞机~有些人都说我很勇敢~空手踏入社会~但~我觉得他们比我更勇敢~尽然把钱投资在一个把他们带上贫穷之路的文凭上~

继续~

我愿意~因为我选择成长的结果~

“这个生意挑战的永远不是市场~而是我们每一个人的内心世界~如果今天您定了一个更高目标~想再上一个台阶~您同时也有做好一个准备~您的心灵上要会承受更大的挑战~但是，只要您经历过~您就可以成长~” -王馨禾

您愿意面临挑战吗？我是王菲的粉丝~所以我愿意~因为我选择成长的结果~

 谢谢师父~谢谢导师们~您们带给我实在太多了~真不敢想~如果老师没把我带进来~我的生活会是这么样~~我今天终于明白~我追求的不只是梦想~而是这个大家庭带给了我小时后失去的~爱~谢谢大家^^

不知为何~每当见到爱娜导师时~都会非常开心~兴奋~和~紧张~很想和她说话~但，却不知道该说什么~有时真的很想一直跟在师父~爱娜导师~Mentor Lawrance~Mentor Haw Sim~ Mentor Eric~的身边学习~感觉~好像一家人一样~真的好幸福~好开心~我觉得~The Team~带给我很多很多欢乐~温馨~大家不分彼此~互相鼓励~互相呵护~

爱娜导师~就好像一位非常有爱心的姐姐~很想叫她姐姐~但~不知为何~却叫不出~ 其实，我真的很想亲口叫她一声~姐姐~一直以来都~很想有个姐姐疼~

不知为何~每当和师父~爱娜导师~Mentor Lawrance~Mentor Haw Sim~ Mentor Eric在一起时~都会有一种莫名的温馨~安全感~会非常开心~变得很小孩子~好像回到小时候那样~~

友谊

突然觉得我们彼此的距离~好像~越来越远了~ 我好害怕~怕有一天，我们从什么都谈的好朋友变成了没共同话题的陌生人~ 这一年来，虽然速度缓慢~但我依然~成长了不少~从没担心过咱们彼此的差距~~~可是，近来~下了决定后~飞速的成长~ 思想大有改变。。。。。。 我已经不是您当年所认识的睿之了~~我真的很想我们这段友谊能够永远持续下去~真的~如果可以选~我真的希望我们能够一起成长~~~现在能做的~就只有迁就~~~谁能告诉我到底还可以如何维持这段友谊？

迈向财物自由的同时~我的思维也正慢慢的迈向富人思维~~  您~是我前去的~唯一不舍~ 那么多年的友情~真的不想到此结束~~ 深知您不喜欢这生意~所以一直都没逼您~其实~我心里一直都有一个心愿~就是~希望您~能够给我一个能够令您相信我的机会~很想~真的很想~您也给自己一个机会~我们一起成长~ 不需要经营这生意~只要能够在系统里成长就够了~~~

哈哈~我真傻~半夜三更~对着膊客许愿~~但愿能够~心想事成~ 友谊万岁=)

刚看完以前拍的照片~真是回忆无穷~想起了很多很多~就连不想再去想的都。。。

有时候我真的有点不甘心~真的~我到底做错了什么？~ 就如“童话”歌词里的前几句~ 或许~这就是缘分~机会不是靠自己争取的吗？~ 可，我却拉不下这个脸~ 真希望我们脑袋能够把不必要的回忆彻底消除~不留任何痕迹~ 曾以为已经放下了~但为何~时不时又想起他？~ 为何我无法再接受别人？~开什么玩笑？难道要让我一辈子这样下去吗？我这算什么？~

很想问导师们，能够如何彻底的把他放下~毕竟，导师们的经历比我丰富~看的人也比我多~可~我也拉不下这样的脸~更不想因为这小事影响导师们~ 我该如何是好？

唯一能够做的~就是钻心的追求梦想~ 证明给大家~若真想成功~就必须要走过一个成功人士必经之地路~历上，有那个成功人士是没被嘲笑过？~ 他们大多数都是白手起家~做些常人看不起/不想做/没脸做的事~ 如今~只有让自己先踏上这勇士之路~这成功之路~改变自己~才能影响他人~

所谓有福同享~那么那个“难” 就有我自己先承受~把这条路扯平~希望他们能够用眼光去看待这生意~ 这真是直销吗？~ 就算是又如何？ 又不是让您去买白粉~ 什么叫做没面子？ 让我来告诉您吧， 当您父亲进院，得了重病，医生说， “第一个药对您父亲非常有效，但必须每日服用，每日需付RM500。第二种药没效，只需人rm50." 那，您会选那一种？ 第一种？ 那么确定吗？每天rm500, 每月rm15,000. 您有这样的收入吗？ 跟银行借？能借得了多久？您有这本事吗？跟亲戚借？想都别想了~说到钱真的六亲不认啊！您，只能够选那没效的药物~这时的您，会威风吗？这才叫真正的没面子！丢脸！不孝！别说这不会发生，因为这是真人真事~一位中国人，因为营业了这生意，才能够每日付rm500，把他父亲医好~

pyramid system? 上面的人赚钱？ 哇！这样的话真的千万别出去打工了！您有见过员工赚得比manager多吗？manager赚得比CEO多？CEO赚多过老板？真是荒唐！ 下面的员工不管多么的努力工作，薪水永远都不会超越MANAGER，CEO和老板！ 这不是pyramid skim那是什么？ 这才是货真价实的pyramid skim~但可惜很多人却非常乐意的把自己困在老板的管理之下，为老板抛心抛肺~当公司要save money/reduce expenses时，就好不犹豫的把您踢出去~请两位fresh grad 来顶您的位子~save more money~ 我个人觉得这行为和背叛没两样~可很多人就是很喜欢被背叛的感觉~明知道结局是这样还若无其事~有点变态咯~ 回到正题~AMWAY是pyramid skim?可为什么有些学生赚得比老师多？让我告诉您吧~这世上是没有不劳而获~ AMWAY生意是个例子~不管您今天多早进入这生意，您若什么都不做，您一分钱都赚不到！甚至~若您带来的人努力后赚到钱，您连一分钱都没有！不信？随您~ 我可不得空去说服任何人~

做AMWAY  =卖产品？哈哈哈！世上有那间公事不卖产品/服务的？我到想大开眼界~ 我们看完 “那些年”后，不是非常兴奋的到处宣传吗？那九把刀有给您任何介绍费吗？GSC呢？您这也不是直销吗？只不过是您没赚钱~好听叫CHARITY~不好听叫被利用~ 做AMWAY也不过如此~产品用得好就介绍给人啊~干嘛收着那么自私? ~当您在carfour/tesco/giant购买日常用品时，我也在AMWAY买~分别是，我有钱赚~您不但一分钱都拿不到，还白白的让carfour/tesco/giant每个月定时向您要钱~ 没事~有些人就是喜欢把他们的血汗钱白白送出去~让别人老婆驾跑车~住洋房~叫自己老婆驾KANCIL~住APARTMENT~

这世上人多得是~可是真正能够成功的不多~所谓，胜者为王！ 如果那么容易成功的话~那不就人人都是王吗？那谁来洗车~煮饭？还好~只有5%的人能够过上富有的生活~钱的确不是万能~但没钱就真的是万万不能咯~同样的~若全部人都有这眼光来看懂这生意，那不就没人当我司机吗？这怎么行？还好~不是每个人都能看懂！我也不希望每个人都发展这生意~我比较自私~只要我说改说的后~您听不懂~是您损失~我管不了那么多了~但愿您能够成就自己事业~身体健康~心想事成~万事如意~列车是朝前开的~我不会为一个自以为事的人停下~

若您是我朋友~您是我关心~的人~那算我倒霉吧~我还是放不下您们~更不忍心见死不救~或许~您今天决得~我固执~我有病~凭什么可以改变您们的主意~那，您们就对了！我就是那么的固执！那么的神经病！就算是50年后~我们彼此都变成老公公~老婆婆~牙齿跌得只剩下1棵~我依然会用行动和成绩改变您们~我们大家一起去旅游~一起玩耍~一起享受人生~我就是那么的固执~谁让我们是朋友~谁让我那么重感情~真的~好听叫有意气~难听叫~神经病~哈哈哈！但愿我们大家能够好好的珍惜这短短的一生~我们一定要幸福~开心~疯疯癫癫~到离开这世界的那天~



我相信您~希望您也能给我一个让您相信我的机会~

光良 - 童话

"忘了有多久~再没听到你~对我说你最爱的故事~我想了又想我开始忘了是不是我 又做错了什么?"

hahaha~ suddently thought of his song~ 

A frog in a well

 can't believe i've been living in a well for over 20 years~ my world was so simple, so naive~ although i'm in this business for 1 yr+, i didnt have any idea abt business at all~ i was just like, memorising for a test~, i was basically like a fish out of water and didnt notice that i was swimming in the air~ after reading some books~ i'm vy surprise that all of a sudden, i'm hungry for more knowledge abt business~ i dont know is it because i'm starting to like it or is it because i knew i need plenty of money to accomplish my dream~ and it actually bugs me a little, bcause i'm not ready to fight if it's not somethg i enjoy doing~ in the past, i swore i'm nvr going into the business world even if i have a big dream, worse come to worse i can just ask ppl to help me invest~ but, also, recently, i was told that the penthouse i wish to own cost around rm12million, which is pracically impossible to achieve without the support of a big business~ there're so many thgs running in my head~ sort of like i'm at the edge of science, and deciding whther i'm ganna jump into the real business world... life is full of choices, and.... i probably have to accept and face this challenge... but first, i must work on my people skills and also, some negotiation skills~

Belle (Little Town) - Beauty and the Beast (1991)

It sure brings back alot of my childhood memories~ those good old days where fairytales rule my little world~ when love was abundance ~

"There must be more than this provincial life! "~ love this~

Thank You for everything^^

Despite of all the heart breaking feelings I had before, deep inside my heart, I’m really grateful that you came into my life and showed me what love is. You’ve very entirely changed my views on life in certain prospective. Thankyou~ wish you all the best for everything ahead~ and hope you get to be together with your soul mate~


但愿人长久 千里共婵娟

忘

好一个 “忘”字~

亡+心~ 心亡就能忘

写起来简单~听起来容易~但~做到却非常困难~

我~不能在为情所困~所谓的长情也只不过是害怕改变~如今~我承诺~要彻底的改变~不再为情而伤~不再逃避困难~不再推卸责任~~经一事~长一智

一件事的发生~若不能如心成事~就能从中学习~吸取更多~

跌倒了~就得站起来~然后继续前进~不该因某人某事而停下~因为~未来掌握在自己手里~

读书破万倦 心亡必能忘

但愿此事成 成败隔一墙

但愿人长久 千里共婵娟